Sorry you're not a winner....but we have this lovely parting gift for you.
Ok look at the time...no I haven't been up this whole time, but I did wake up thirsty and now I can't fall back to sleep. So here are my thoughts at the moment
College Algebra sucks...oh and
When you're in a relationship whether it be a friendship or more...the more part is what I'm focusing on...that person is going to mean something to you always, whether you are with the person or not. There was something about that person that was special enough for you to be in that relaltionship and however it ends, you are still going to carrying around with you that little part that you found so special. Dave imed me today out of the blue telling me to look at some pictures he had posted online. I hadn't talked to him since I told him that I wasn't going to be able to continue to date him over the summer, mainly because of how little free time I have to travel to Bloomington. Well the pictures def worked if he wanted me to think about him most of the evening. He's been working out a lot since school let out and he's looking buffer and hotter than ever! He has a job at Abercrombie now, which figures, the boy can dress thats for sure! I really liked him it was just such a bad time with the whole Sean thing, and I was scared to death to move on...I still am and I'll be the first to admit it. I got burned pretty badly because I set my whole heart out on the line and I think that he (Sean) did too and that always calls for trouble. So I'm not sure what's going to come of Dave, we did talk briefly on the phone earlier and it was really nice. I still don't want a steady relationship...not during the summer at least, and for sure not long distance. My date from a few nights ago, Steve called too, asking how my final went and wanting to take me out again this weekend before I leave for two weeks. I just don't know about him, we have a ton in common but I'm not feelng a connection... maybe it takes time, but I somehow doubt it.
Kari, thanks for the message and I'll take you up on that soon. I'm still obviously a mess about the whole thing, no matter how much I try to hide it. I'm sure he thinks that I'm fine by now, but that just means he's doubting how much I loved him to begin with. Blah to much to go into at 5am. haha
Ashley, sorry I didn't go out tonight after work. I was dead tired. Saturday we'll for sure go out. ELAINE HAVE YOUR PARTY!! I want to go paddle boating at 2am again, hehe.
K8
College Algebra sucks...oh and
When you're in a relationship whether it be a friendship or more...the more part is what I'm focusing on...that person is going to mean something to you always, whether you are with the person or not. There was something about that person that was special enough for you to be in that relaltionship and however it ends, you are still going to carrying around with you that little part that you found so special. Dave imed me today out of the blue telling me to look at some pictures he had posted online. I hadn't talked to him since I told him that I wasn't going to be able to continue to date him over the summer, mainly because of how little free time I have to travel to Bloomington. Well the pictures def worked if he wanted me to think about him most of the evening. He's been working out a lot since school let out and he's looking buffer and hotter than ever! He has a job at Abercrombie now, which figures, the boy can dress thats for sure! I really liked him it was just such a bad time with the whole Sean thing, and I was scared to death to move on...I still am and I'll be the first to admit it. I got burned pretty badly because I set my whole heart out on the line and I think that he (Sean) did too and that always calls for trouble. So I'm not sure what's going to come of Dave, we did talk briefly on the phone earlier and it was really nice. I still don't want a steady relationship...not during the summer at least, and for sure not long distance. My date from a few nights ago, Steve called too, asking how my final went and wanting to take me out again this weekend before I leave for two weeks. I just don't know about him, we have a ton in common but I'm not feelng a connection... maybe it takes time, but I somehow doubt it.
Kari, thanks for the message and I'll take you up on that soon. I'm still obviously a mess about the whole thing, no matter how much I try to hide it. I'm sure he thinks that I'm fine by now, but that just means he's doubting how much I loved him to begin with. Blah to much to go into at 5am. haha
Ashley, sorry I didn't go out tonight after work. I was dead tired. Saturday we'll for sure go out. ELAINE HAVE YOUR PARTY!! I want to go paddle boating at 2am again, hehe.
K8