behind the tinted glass
so, i'm feeling pretty good right now. i worked out today for the first time in weeks. a real workout...i still do my '8 minutes in the morning' every, uh, afternoon, lol. i did 45 minutes of pilates and it felt so damn good to stretch. i got through the entire dvd without once thinking 'when is this going to be over?' i took a shower so now i'm smelling all pretty and i've eaten decently so far, too. i had a bowl of smart start with skim milk and a quarter of a banana and about a quarter cup of blueberries.
hopefully something, anything, will be going on tonight. i need to get outta this house. it's not that bad...mother is off gambling in atlantic city for a couple of days so it's just my brother, father, and i. but i still don't like sitting around doing nothing, though.
i had the most bizarre HANSON dream last night. i was still in high school and kristy, megan, and aileen were there. except our classes weren't in the high school, they were in the viewmont mall. journeys, to be exact, haha. i was sitting in a desk and i turned around and saw taylor walking by and stopping to look at the shoes. so i dart out of my desk, camera in hand, and ask him if i could take a picture with him. he said yes, but that he had to run home quick so he took me, kristy, megan, and aileen with him. his house? an apartment...at the other end of the mall, haha. then all of a sudden all of us were sitting down in the room that looked a lot like that glass room in montreal...ya know, the one where we had to ride up in those horrid little carts. except this room was A LOT bigger and had a huge spiral staircase in the middle of it. isaac came over to me and started talking to me about his love life and how no one wants him and i sat there staring at him feeling absolutely horrible about it. then it ended and i never got that damn picture with taylor.
which lead me to this conclusion...august 24th cannot come soon enough. damnit, i need new pictures with those boys. all of my pictures with them are from my 'i don't wear make-up, do my hair, and buy all my clothes three sizes too big' phase. well, almost all of them are. so, yes, august 24th, i will get new pictures and i will be happy. august can't come soon enough period. warped tour adventures 2004. it's gonna be a hella good time. <3
i'm redoing my livejournal. again. heh. :) it's going to be pink and pretty and as soon as i actually feel like sitting down and doing all of the overrides and codes, it shall make its debut appearance.
hopefully something, anything, will be going on tonight. i need to get outta this house. it's not that bad...mother is off gambling in atlantic city for a couple of days so it's just my brother, father, and i. but i still don't like sitting around doing nothing, though.
i had the most bizarre HANSON dream last night. i was still in high school and kristy, megan, and aileen were there. except our classes weren't in the high school, they were in the viewmont mall. journeys, to be exact, haha. i was sitting in a desk and i turned around and saw taylor walking by and stopping to look at the shoes. so i dart out of my desk, camera in hand, and ask him if i could take a picture with him. he said yes, but that he had to run home quick so he took me, kristy, megan, and aileen with him. his house? an apartment...at the other end of the mall, haha. then all of a sudden all of us were sitting down in the room that looked a lot like that glass room in montreal...ya know, the one where we had to ride up in those horrid little carts. except this room was A LOT bigger and had a huge spiral staircase in the middle of it. isaac came over to me and started talking to me about his love life and how no one wants him and i sat there staring at him feeling absolutely horrible about it. then it ended and i never got that damn picture with taylor.
which lead me to this conclusion...august 24th cannot come soon enough. damnit, i need new pictures with those boys. all of my pictures with them are from my 'i don't wear make-up, do my hair, and buy all my clothes three sizes too big' phase. well, almost all of them are. so, yes, august 24th, i will get new pictures and i will be happy. august can't come soon enough period. warped tour adventures 2004. it's gonna be a hella good time. <3
i'm redoing my livejournal. again. heh. :) it's going to be pink and pretty and as soon as i actually feel like sitting down and doing all of the overrides and codes, it shall make its debut appearance.