Dec 10, 2009 01:15
I'm dying here. I really want to be in school next semester but as of yet I don't have the cash. Which yes I can be blamed for that but I know I have money in the terms of 5,000 coming to me and I want to know where it is! I have put my life off long enough. Truly I have and I don't want this to be another lj speech about how I am/am ready to change my life around. So maybe this means I need to take it one step at a time and I was hoping that being back in school would be the first step. Yes it's just an A.S. degree but it's still a step and I had hoped to be graduating in 2011. But here is the thing I think I need to write the Dean, even though I'm at another school about taking English, but I need to be registered first. Classes starting filling about a month ago and have about a month left to fill up. But part two of my plan was to have a job, being a maid, but hell at least it's not a service job with holiday rushes. So I really wanted a neatly set up schedule so I could go to work and the classes that aren't online, which are probably filled.
My plan is to make cookies this weekend and use it as an excuse to see my uncle and bring up the money when I deliver him some. Good god I just want to be in school, and full time at that so I can have my dad's insurance.
Even if I do get the cash in time I doubt I'll get the nicest of schedules, then there is the biggest thing. At 24 I am super afraid to go back to school!