Bawww
IRL I have a problem. Precisely my problem is that some things I can only say/write in English and people I'm talking with most often don't understand the language. Also my English is kind of broken and personalized and grown on fanfiction so... yeah. I have the communication problem.
Next to it is the issue of what to talk about. English is for what interest's me. Polish is for listening to. I can't say most of I need to say in polish so mostly I'm just not saying it. In other words I'm a main listener in my company and it starts to suit me ill.
Beside that is my own personal shortcoming of being deeply ashamed of what I like. I'm not ashamed of it when I have time to explain it - I never have time to explain it.
And so my problem is explained - nothing to say in my first language, no-one to listen to in my preferred language of interest and entertainment. The very definition of loneliness - people around but no one to talk to at all.
Next to it is the issue of what to talk about. English is for what interest's me. Polish is for listening to. I can't say most of I need to say in polish so mostly I'm just not saying it. In other words I'm a main listener in my company and it starts to suit me ill.
Beside that is my own personal shortcoming of being deeply ashamed of what I like. I'm not ashamed of it when I have time to explain it - I never have time to explain it.
And so my problem is explained - nothing to say in my first language, no-one to listen to in my preferred language of interest and entertainment. The very definition of loneliness - people around but no one to talk to at all.