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+ while i have a break i need to possibly vent about how much i hate you.
i hate you no matter what time of the day it is, or what im doing, im somehow trying to come up with reasons to hate you. But every reason i come up with, are reasons why i cant stay away from you.
i hate how you are brilliant and simple in everything you do, that it puts most people to shame. No matter how hard i try to find something youre horrible at, you find a way to know whats going on.
i hate when i finally get mad at you, you make this stupid face i hate and i cant be mad at you anymore.
i hate the way you cook, because now ill never want to go out to eat.
i hate how you're such a fuckin waste when you never wake up, but manage to get everything accomplished in a days time.
i hate how you bring me into these stores and find clothes that i absolutely love, because it shows that you really are interested in my tastes.
i hate how you told me you werent going to leave the theater if i got scared and i left, because for the first time i really sat through a violent scary movie.
i hate how youre so fuckin skinny, because it always motivates me to look better
i hate it when you dont give me hugs or kisses when i want them or tell me things i want to hear, because it makes me work and earn them now.
i hate the dog we choose out because every morning i have to look at him and know that i wont see you.
i hate the smell of oranges because i know they are your favorite.
i hate your stupid accent that you do because no matter how gay it is, it makes me laugh when i really try not too.
i hate it when you dont wish me goodnight.
i hate how i find myself trying to do things and being so impressed with myself, and all i want to do is tell you
i hate how i know youre not thinking of me
i hate how no matter how much i try to push you away, and push everything away, i still want you.
i hate how somehow you are always fuckin right. youre just like my grandmother. whose always fuckin right.
i hate how i love you.
i hate the fact that im constantly fuckin things up, and i always feel guilty.
i hate you.
i hope you understand.
i hate you no matter what time of the day it is, or what im doing, im somehow trying to come up with reasons to hate you. But every reason i come up with, are reasons why i cant stay away from you.
i hate how you are brilliant and simple in everything you do, that it puts most people to shame. No matter how hard i try to find something youre horrible at, you find a way to know whats going on.
i hate when i finally get mad at you, you make this stupid face i hate and i cant be mad at you anymore.
i hate the way you cook, because now ill never want to go out to eat.
i hate how you're such a fuckin waste when you never wake up, but manage to get everything accomplished in a days time.
i hate how you bring me into these stores and find clothes that i absolutely love, because it shows that you really are interested in my tastes.
i hate how you told me you werent going to leave the theater if i got scared and i left, because for the first time i really sat through a violent scary movie.
i hate how youre so fuckin skinny, because it always motivates me to look better
i hate it when you dont give me hugs or kisses when i want them or tell me things i want to hear, because it makes me work and earn them now.
i hate the dog we choose out because every morning i have to look at him and know that i wont see you.
i hate the smell of oranges because i know they are your favorite.
i hate your stupid accent that you do because no matter how gay it is, it makes me laugh when i really try not too.
i hate it when you dont wish me goodnight.
i hate how i find myself trying to do things and being so impressed with myself, and all i want to do is tell you
i hate how i know youre not thinking of me
i hate how no matter how much i try to push you away, and push everything away, i still want you.
i hate how somehow you are always fuckin right. youre just like my grandmother. whose always fuckin right.
i hate how i love you.
i hate the fact that im constantly fuckin things up, and i always feel guilty.
i hate you.
i hope you understand.