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[itsthemobscene]

i wish i could hang out with all my friends like i used to. now no1 ever calls me or even invites me to go anywere. it makes me think now that wut if the people i really thought were my friends, weren't at all. then i have my mom. we used to be so close and we were almost best friends, now we hate each-other and for no real reason. i never have

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[moosemuffin03]

well...you will get out of your black hole. i lived inside one for 3 years...and i never thought it would end. everyday it seemed to get worse. someone new would come into my life and fuck things up for me. bad shit was always happening. i was so depressed. i never thought i would live to see the sun shine. and then one day...it was just BOOM...i'm okay now. and you know who made it like that? matt. ya i know. weird right? since he's the one who brought permanant scars upon my wrist, drugs in my brain, and an unrecognizable tear-stained face. but in the end he helped me. he made me a stronger person. without all the shit he put me through...i wouldnt be able to stand up for myself now. i wouldnt be able to say no. maybe thats what you need. maybe you need someone that hurt you really bad to help you. its weird, i know. but it really is reasonable. and for the mom thing, that happened to me too. we were best friends, and then all of a sudden we just hated each other. when everything else got better, so did we. and now were really close again.everything is going to get better ramon. i promise. one day, everything will be okay. you're not gunna be happy everyday, but for the most part, things will ve okay. and if all else fails, you know my number, and i will ALWAYS be here for you.

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[moosemuffin03]

p.s. i love you so much. always know that.

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[itsthemobscene]

wow. way to make that all about u... but hey i still luv u and thanks for like the last part haha lol ur great!!