Oct 14, 2006 19:59
My sister IS the reason why I stay alive. Being around my sister makes my life a little easier because she is so full of life and happiness, it brushes off onto me. I fed off of what she has when I am with her. And when her and I are apart she’s NEVER too far she’s always very close, right here in my heart. In my heart is right here will she’ll stay, forever and a day, in our sleep and in our play. To say that I love her and I’d die for her is too weak sounding. I'd live though the most intense excruciating pain for all of eternity for her just because she’s worth it. Dying is giving in... I'd keep on fighting for her, till death does us apart. But I’m dying and she’s a witness to my pain and “I don’t want to give into these temptations and do these dirty deeds.
These lyrics are only for one person, the only person I have the strongest feelings in the world for; my sister:
“Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart and you know you are their armor and you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her. But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of her pain?”