Blah blah blah rant rant:

[itssolonelyhere]

Only read if you care. Comments can be annonymous, friend related or you don't have to say anything at all. All comments are screened. I just needed to vent. Sorry guys...

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you mad eme tear up

[vikingvandersex]

i love you cathy. thank you.

Re: you made me tear up

[itssolonelyhere]

No problem at all : ) You make me smile so I think we'll call it even now.. <33

[ash_x_ash]

the weird thing is..... ive had a feeling that you have felt this way (about never feeling good enough)( or pretending and not being yourself) (or feeling u have to "pretend to be a certain level of "friendliness") bc i feel the same way a lot too and i was wondering about that the other day if u did the same thing.. cuz like i duno somehow i could kind of tell. and now i feel bad for not really saying anything but like instead i jut act friendly to people and sometimes it feels fake....i dont really know y im commenting bc i probably dont make any sense myself but i just wanted to let u know if u ever needed to talk to anyone im here for you.
-ash

[itssolonelyhere]

I know and I thank you for that ♥ You're a really good friend and I know what you're talking about lol don't worry.

[__i_love_noone]

hum at least you got somethings offa ur mind
i love yea

[itssolonelyhere]

Yeah that's a good thing <333333

[watch_me_xpload]

"I'm afraid, that if I'm myself people won't like me for who I am.. " go ahead and be your self dont live alie i am sure no one will stop liking you i think more poeple will like you...because they will see the you i see....and they will find out like you said"beauty is not beautiful....you have to have a good soul" and i know you do...thanx for everything

<3erik

[itssolonelyhere]

Awww Erik <3 You're so sweet and you've helped me alot too. I wanna get to know you better and we should definately hang out more!!! Thanx to you for everything too... : )

[cyne]

Cheers to ye Cathy, for progress and the hope of more to come. Look at it like this, if you were perfect, and life was perfect, what would there be to achieve?

[itssolonelyhere]

Exactly.. Good point. Thanks.

[anonymous]

hey this is james...i havent checked you LJ out in a while...I just checked it out and this caught my eyes first..iunno..well, i'm glad you are finally sticking up for yourself and telling everyone..well..anyone that reads your LJ i guess, that you need to worry about yourself and not everyone...my mom used to be like that and she still kinda is..her heart is bigger than anyone i know's, she goes without just so she can make someone else happy! i love my mom soo much but i hate to see her do this to herself because financially she cant afford to be so "kind-hearted" and "good-natured" i mean, some of her friends really help her out...or at least try to, and i thank them for that..but others dont realize how good of a friend she is to them, so she gets screwed over a lot...im somewhat like this but i try not to be hypocritical and tell her to stick up for herself and not do it to myself...like her though, when i get attached or into what i think is a friendship, i give it 110% and it ends up hurting me in the end...this happens all the

[itssolonelyhere]

I won't pitty you but that's good to know that she's being taken care of... She seems like a very nice lady and if you like her I'm sure most of us do/will.