Blah blah blah rant rant:

[itssolonelyhere]

Only read if you care. Comments can be annonymous, friend related or you don't have to say anything at all. All comments are screened. I just needed to vent. Sorry guys...

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[anonymous]

hey this is james...i havent checked you LJ out in a while...I just checked it out and this caught my eyes first..iunno..well, i'm glad you are finally sticking up for yourself and telling everyone..well..anyone that reads your LJ i guess, that you need to worry about yourself and not everyone...my mom used to be like that and she still kinda is..her heart is bigger than anyone i know's, she goes without just so she can make someone else happy! i love my mom soo much but i hate to see her do this to herself because financially she cant afford to be so "kind-hearted" and "good-natured" i mean, some of her friends really help her out...or at least try to, and i thank them for that..but others dont realize how good of a friend she is to them, so she gets screwed over a lot...im somewhat like this but i try not to be hypocritical and tell her to stick up for herself and not do it to myself...like her though, when i get attached or into what i think is a friendship, i give it 110% and it ends up hurting me in the end...this happens all the time...i just found out 2 days ago that my mom might lose her house....DAMNIT! she told me and i started bawling on the phone...so she sat there for like 5 minutes trying to calm me down as i was screaming every bad word i knew... telling her i would give her all my money towards her problem...anyways.. she ended up crying too but then my grandparents, bless their hearts...offered to help her...and one of her friends without asking her if she needed it, walked up to her door and slid half of the money she needed which was about $1000...she wont tell me who it is but i thank God for those friends my mom has that are like that person....oops sorry for spilling my guts out...i didnt mean to waste you peoples time..im sorry its just im soooo happy that you, Cathy, are finally looking out for yourself instead of everyone else..Good luck, and may God be with you.....oh and please for those of you who found this out about me, please dont tell everyone....cuz if i get this pity/sympathetic "oooh lets all be nice to james because his mom is poor" then im gonna be pissed...well sad so therefore pissed...thanks for your time.
~James

[itssolonelyhere]

I won't pitty you but that's good to know that she's being taken care of... She seems like a very nice lady and if you like her I'm sure most of us do/will.