This is my Cry on the mountains. My gift for you

Aug 09, 2006 18:21

this is how i feel, this is how i felt, and i garuntee, that this right now, this feeling is how i will always feel ( Read more... )

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test_rocker August 10 2006, 00:00:19 UTC
I don't know that I understand any of that Kev.

Now, I don't know for sure whether you're really as pissed off as this sounds, and I know I don't say this very often at all, but...

... chill out, man.

If you're offended, my apologies, no disrespect meant, but I stand by my suggestion to you.

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cxmidgetmafiaxs August 10 2006, 13:26:50 UTC
Kev- I don't know if I understand much of that at all but that all just plain sucks and I pity you for thinking that negatively about the world and about humanity.

So, life is what you make it right? Well no shit your life sucks you already have it all planned out that it's going to be screwed up and horrible.

No offense Kevin you can have your philosophies but YES I do believe I am in the world to make it a better place...to help people...to change people...to stop violence and prejudice and ignorance and intolerances and SHALLOWNESS but no I am not going to KILL MYSELF, or THROW AWAY ALL TIES TO BEING A HUMAN.

This entry shows selfishness and pride in thinking that because not everyone thinks and is like you and handles things quite your way and isn't handing themselves over to accepting that life sucks...they should be hated and god dammit Kevin you are so wrong.

I love you Kevin but god damn. Sorry if I offended you but hey! Gotta say what I gotta.

-Brittney

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anonymous August 18 2006, 10:02:37 UTC
i don't understand you, here you go yelling about the injustice of the world and how you have learned to get over it all by dealing with your life, but i must say you are obviously not over anything if you freaked out and ranted about all this. also, you say you don't need anyones help or want there attention, but then why write this here? you could have just as easily taken your frustration out in a notepad document and then deleted it or kept it for yourself, writing it here is just contradictory because you know all your friends will read it

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oh me, oh fucking me itsowndespair17 August 18 2006, 17:48:35 UTC
alright ya know, cause im over it now, yes i am. the mere fact that i write it, for the world to see, cause when i look at people. I dont see people. i see ants, moving in single file going places doing this and that. It takes a person to fucking feel and scream, for them to stop, I made you stop and read this, i made you write what you wrote. Now i have your attention and i made you pissed, or curious, or confused. I caused that, if i could make myself feel like i matter in this world, then ill do it. Right now im tired of being shit on, and im tired of people ignoring me. Most of all im tired of ignoring myself. I let my anger out, and why hide it? why should i just delete it and pretend my life doesnt matter. People use ljs to for whatever reason. i want people to know i exist, thats it. If people want to invest more interest in me, or attention find. but i dont need it. I like it yes, see you obviously dont know me. You obviously dont give a shit cause you wont let me know who you are, and ill i have to say is FUCK YOU! tell me ( ... )

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