Jun 18, 2007 23:30
the screws on the arm rests on my computer chair are always coming loose, so i'm forever tightening them. with my fingers because i'm too lazyy to get up and find a screwdriver. but i can never seem to get the one farther back on the left. i just figured out why: i was pulling it inward instead of pushing it outward. it was the most life changing thing that has happened to me in months. i'm taking it metaphorically, i've decided. the screw is secure; soon i shall be, perhaps, as well.
this past friday was my last volunteering at joan. it was a little sad. i've learned a lot about myself. i thought i could be a teacher before, now i know it's what i want to do.
i may be homeless pretty soon. it's been keeping me up at night. i've finished half a bottle of tylenol, the only thing that never fails me. i don't want to have to drop out of school.
i'm really lonely. i'll be stuck inside for the next few days until i can finish writing my essay on carroll's alice's adventures in wonderland. it's going well, i guess, but i can't concentrate for more than a couple of minutes at a time. i'm terribly stressed. i fear my gums will start bleeding again.
a positive note to leave you with: at least i'm not fat. yet.