"If you feel the spirit move you, give only what you can...sing your song good and strong."
I still don't know what to make of it all. It's been over 24 hours since I found out and it's no clearer now than it was then. It doesn't seem real. It feels like a dream...a nightmare. Why? I just can't believe it's happened. I don't even know what I'm feeling, or even how I'm feeling
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im so sorry i was in nyc and not on my comp to be able to tell how and express how truly sorry i felt...because I actually felt really awful about the whole thing
and today...the minute i got back home from nyc...i found out that my moms best friend who was like my aunt died on wednesday...and all that excitement of being home totally diminished as i was literally bawling when i was getting into the car and everyone was wondering what was wrong...and i cried all the way till i got home and cried at home for a long time..
i felt completely numb too...i couldn't go to sleep...and i just took a long shower and walked around the house with my tear stained cheeks, looking as if i was on acid or something and about to overdose...i looked like shit but didn't care...
it sucked so bad...so many people close to me are dying all around me and I'm not digging it at all...this has never happened before...all these people just GONE all at once...and now its happening and we are all not prepared...
but we have each other right? you have your friends and i have mine and we also have each other to reflect on...
its unfortunate that we live so far...
next spring break, im already sure im coming around your area for spring break...either on my own or with a friend...we should see each other for at least one day, yah?
love you
sakura xoxo
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