LJ, you've been good to me, but its time to part, amicabally. You can come visit me at http://truth-bittertruth.blogspot.com anytime (although it is a psudonym ( Read more... )

'There are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day, others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls, and sometimes, all you need is one ( Read more... )

ummm....so i'm pretty much 17. which means i think i've had this journal for more than a year! wowza! anyway, yeah, happy birthday to me!! and i finally get to drive (stupid british laws). but yeah, 17 is way cooler than 16.

the good lord works in mysterious ways...

There are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day, others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls, and sometimes, all you need is one.

I finally built up the courage to say something. I emailed his Mom. She made me feel like what I had to say was just as important as anyone else. She said she'd keep the song I wrote about him forever and that she loved me. It made me feel better - I hope it did her too.

I still don't know what to make of it all. It's been over 24 hours since I found out and it's no clearer now than it was then. It doesn't seem real. It feels like a dream...a nightmare. Why? I just can't believe it's happened. I don't even know what I'm feeling, or even how I'm feeling ( Read more... )

i realised somethings yesterday so this morning i put pen to paper and let my mind flow:

i laugh, i smile, though,
i'm not happy here,
i work, i sigh, though,
i don't live in fear,

i need a place,
that doesn't make me feel this hate,
i need some grace,
because i really hate this place,

can't they see that i'm not happy,
can't they see that i'm not ( Read more... )

i just love, love, love it!!!

it's the most inspiring, emotional, hardest, greatest, experience in life...and it's so good to know that i can do it again, and i am doing it again.