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my life is a complete bore...........and ive made my decision as much as i want to go back to live by this winter i also know that it wont be possible or at least it wouldnt be very smart.....instead im gonna go for christmas and when i come back im gonna immediatley star working so i can save enoough money to move down there againand not have to rely on my parents.........
though i may have a problem going down for christmas...........so i gott a ask what should i do when the only thing standing in ur way is ur parents..........my dad wont let me go down unless i stay at my moms and he wont even listen to other options but i know that im not ready to talk to her let alone see her so what do i do .........i dont want my parents trying to keep tabs on me .....it just really gets to me that his putting up against the wall like that.....i mean technically i could just leave but like i said it wouldnt be very wise of me but how do i stay with my mom when i cant even look her in the eye......and then im gonna be stuck because with my sis i can get away with stuff but ......................i dont know what to do ...................if i stay with my mom its only gonna cause problems and ruin my vacation!!!!! so what do i do???