Ignorance is Bliss

May 17, 2013 15:34


Title: Ignorance is Bliss
Pairing: Minkey, OnTae, JongRina, (slite! Beast, Fx, and many more)
Rating: R (Cursing; etc)
Genre: AU, Romance, High School, Rape
Summary: ( Just put it out there I suck at summaries) Jonghyun, Key, Minho, Taemin, and Onew, after almost all there life have been in orphanage and out of the blue has now been adopted. They don't understand how or why they got here. Yet they now have a new family and a new home. 5 years have passed and they started to get use to their new life. But little do they know, they have no idea what they got themselves into.


Chapter 33

The night has finally come and everything is left without a sound. The windows all darken by the night and covered with the curtains as the dim lighting in the room shine around with the silence of my home. Everyone is still stuck upstairs from when I’ve last sent them and silenced along with their thoughts and excuses.

I glance down on to the warm cup in my hands as it was still untouched as it was last placed inside. My feet warmed up and folded on the warm seat under me as I try to figure out the rest of my thoughts. I let out a sigh as my nail twitches in nerves against the glass of somewhat still warm cup.

I place the cup back on the table in front of me and get back on my feet to head up straight up stairs and right to his room.

I silently knock on the door as I can still hear his muffed cries through the wood. I wait for a response but notice I didn’t get one. I enter inside anyway as he snuff sobs quiet down.

The door opens to see him holding him close as he cries on the shirt on his chest. He has his hands wrapped around him trying to protect him and secure his security.

“I thought I told you to be in your room”

He doesn’t look back as Taemin flinches in his arms. He holds him closer as he winces at the sound of my voice.

“Jinki I’m speaking to you” I say at him.

“He’s crying Umma, I can’t leave him” he secures him closer as his eyes look down at him.

“That’s not the point Jinki, I told you to be your room and that’s where I expect you to be”

“But Umma-”

“No butts go to your room, now”

“I’m not leaving him!”

“Jinki now!”

“No!” he yells back as his eyes caught mine. they were blood shot red and filled with tears that wanted to so desperately fall down.

“Jinki” Taemin finally pulls back and looks up at him through his crying eyes. “Look” he says wiping his tears off his face, but they still continue to fall. “I’m fine, it’s ok, you can go”

“But-”

“Go Jinki, I’m fine” he sadly smiles in pleading as his voice was full of sorrow. I can tell he wanted to be hold for a little longer, but at the same time I know he didn’t want us arguing.

He lets go of him and makes away pass me to the door. I watch as his eyes stare at him as he makes his leave out of the room.

I hear the door close behind me as he sits down on his legs with his head facing down on his thighs. I softly move my legs to sit on his bed and sat down beside him. He doesn’t say any more of a word as his silent tears keep running down his cheeks.

I place my hand gently on his head as I can see more of his tears dropping down on the skin of his hands.

“Taemin” I say.

He brings me in for a hug as I cross my hands harshly around him as soon as he holds back from the sobs he’s been tried so hard to hold back.

“Shh it’s ok, Umma here, you can let everything out”

And with that he did.

He cries louder as he finally lets everything go.

My baby, my poor baby, how can I let all this happen to him…

“Baby, I’m so sorry, so, so, sorry Umma let this happened.” I kiss his head and tighten my arm around him as the other gently rub on his back to calm him down.

He pulls back as his tears continue to fall. “U-Umma p-please, i-it w-wasn’t y-your f-fault.”

I wipe his tears away as they continue to fall and as he keeps talking with his words.

“W-we w-were g-going t-to tell y-you, pl-please don’t be m-mad, i-it w-wasn’t y-your f-fault, I-I-”

“Shh” I bring him close again. “It’s ok baby, everything is going to be ok”

“Umma please d-don’t be m-mad at Jin-Jinki, he was only t-trying to h-help me, and I-I know you m-might not l-like it, b-but I-I really do l-love-”

“Hunny” I say holding his face and looking deep in scared his eyes. “That’s not what I’m concern about, I know that he loves you and I know you really do love him too and I told you I’m ok with that”

He pushes up his tears as he wipes them away from his face. “T-then w-what are you m-mad about?”

“Taemin, were you raped?” I ask in all seriousness.

He looks away from my face.

“Baby please” I say making his face look back at mine. “Please tell me everything that happened, I need to know, everything” I hold on to his hands as he looks down at them.

He takes a deep sigh and tells me everything. “It happened a few days before Christmas, when I went out after school to shop for Jinki’s gift. I told everyone to go ahead because I wanted to look for it on my own. I ran into a few friends when I was there and one of them that I was very close to started touching me the wrong way. And before I could even fight back they all ganged up on me and took me to their car…. And that’s when it happened….”

My anger starts to run up inside of me. I’m supposed to keep calm because of the medicines the doctors are having me take but how the hell am I supposed to do so after something like this? “Taemin” I say trying to hold back my rage. “Do you remember their faces?”

He nods. “Chansung was the one behind all of it”

Rina’s friends were behind this…

“Taemin” I say again. “Do you think you can testify all this in court?” I asked kissing his forehead.

He nods at the touch. “I don’t know Umma, I-I can try…”

“I’ll call Vic tomorrow morning and she’ll take over everything from there.” I reach up for him to look at my face and sincerity in my eyes. “We’ll get them baby, I promise”

No one ever hurts my baby and gets away with it.

I move in close and softly kiss his lips. “I love you Tae, ok? No matter what happens I will always love you.
He nods his head and moves away to get under the covers. He gets inside them and I pull the covers up to his neck. I walk away slowly to the door.

“Umma?”

I look back as my hands rests on the door knob.

“Don’t be mad at Jinki, ok?”

I send him a small smile. “I’m not”

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I close the door behind me and made my way to the next room. I gently knock and enter  in anyway.

He was sitting down on the floor beside the bed that was left untouched. He had his head rested on his arms as they cross around each knee as they spread out on each side. He doesn’t look up as he hears me enter but I can still tell by his face that’s he’s still upset.

“Jinki” I call him softly. I rest myself beside him as he finally looks up at me. “I’m not mad” I assure him. “I just needed to talk to him, I know you love him and want to be there for him, but the things I had to hear needed to be said from his mouth first and the things I said to him had to be heard from his ears first.”

He sighs as the tension dies down. “Is he ok?”

“Better, but he’s still upset. He was really worried about you and us”

He nods silently as he takes in the words I say. We wait in silence as if something was going to happen.

“So” I start. “You did get the boys responsible right?”

“Yup”

I give out a small smile. “Good. How was he after it happened?”

He sighs as his hands run through his hair. “He was a mess. He didn’t eat, he couldn’t sleep without me and he had to miss out on a few days of school. He even ran away for a while.”

I look at him in shock. “What?!”

“B-but I found him after” he raises his hands in defense. “A-and things got better after, he starting to speak again and he ate and even with us it got better too.”

“Got better?”

He nods. “He believed he betrayed me and thought I wouldn’t love him anymore, because I didn’t touch him or anything but I was just too afraid of hurting him. He was so fragile back then that I thought that if I touched him, he’ll break. But after I found him, we talked and had us time and things just got better.”

“Do you know who was responsible?”

“Chansung and his boys.”

“Was Taecyeon any part of it?” Were Rina’s friends were behind this?

“No, either Taecyeon or Suzy took any part of it, but they did use it to their advantage”

“What?” what is going on?

He sighs as he stops there. “You’re going to have to talk the rest of that with Jonghyun, that’s his fight.”

I nod even thought I wanted to know more.

“Tomorrow morning I’m going to have Tae talk to Vic to make a case, I want you to help her get him ready for it.”

He nods.

“And Jinki” I let out a small smile and pull into a hug. “You did well” he nods again and holds me back tighter. He pulls back and I softly lead in close and kiss his lips. After the peck I pull back and rest my forehead on his. “You did so well”

I pull away from him and he helps me back up on my feet. I walk over to the door but stop to look at him. “Go to him, he needs you”
He follows me out the door and turns to the right that leads back to Taemin’s room. I stop to listen as I can hear him opening and closing the door.

With these guys there will always be a door closing as another one opens.

1 down, 2 more to go.

I sigh as I continue on the left and head on to the next room.

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I knock on the door quietly and wait for an answer. “Minho?” I come in silently to see him seated on the bed with his legs on the floor as his hand grasps the hair on his head. I sit down beside him on the foot of his bed; he doesn’t make any moves into recognizing me. He just sits there on the bed as I cross my hands slowly around my chest as I sit down on the bed beside him.

“Now, from what Jonghyun have told me before at the hospital, something happened between you and Key and from what Jonghyun told me, I can tell not all of it was lies. So now I wanna hear what really happened.”

He lets out a sigh as if he knew this was coming. “Fine, but before that” he looks at me. “Are you really sure you’re ok with us, you know, Key and me, Tae an-”

“For the umpteenth time, yes, I am ok with you and Key and Taemin and Onew being together”

He sighs in relief and continues on. “Well from the start, Key and I have been together for a long time and of course we sometimes fight and
all”

“Yes, you do” I agreed.

“So when awhile back we all went to this party and things were already weird between me and Key. We were all dancing and drinking, and of course except for Tae and Rina.”

I nod again. Good to know they kept the young ones safe.

“And so I was dancing with this girl, it wasn’t really anything really, but Key got really mad over it and so he started to dance with Dongwoon, and from the start you know I never liked that guy”

I nod. It’s true he really doesn’t, not even from the start.

“And when I saw them dancing it really pissed me off, so after the fight we went home-”

“Wait” I stop looking at him. “What fight?”

“Rina and Suzy got into a fight that Key and Tae had to get into.”

I flare my nose. “Really now?”

He nods. “You’re going to have to talk about that with Dollface, it’ll be better I you hear it from her”

I nod. “Fine”

“So after we got home and we started arguing and just yelling each other’s faces, he kept getting me so mad, talking about Dongwoon this and Dongwoon that, I got so fete up, and I did something I really, really did regret after”

“What did you do?”

“… I hit him...”

I pull back in shock. “Minho…-”

“I swear I regretted so much after, I wanted to take it all back, but it was too late. He ran off to Dongwoon’s house and was gone for 2 months.”

“How were you?” I ask putting my hand on his lap.

“I fucking mess. I was drinking out every night, and isolated myself from everyone. The only time they saw me was in the morning to bring Taemin and Rina to school, then again the next morning.”

I rub his thigh as his head lies on my shoulder.

“It wasn’t till Dongwoon beat the sense into me that made me who I am today”

“Ok” I sigh. “Well, and things are better now I assume?”

He nods.

“Good” I nod too. “I could punish you for hurting him, but I’m not going too”

He smiles and reaches up to hug me “Thanks Um-”

“But that doesn’t mean you have it easy” I interrupted.

He stops and sits back down again. “What do you have in store for me?”

“No touchy with Key, for 2 months.”

His face drops. “You’re kidding.”

I shake my head. “Nope, I’m not” I start counting on my fingers. “No touching, No kissing, no sex-”

“Umma!” he whines in disgust.

“Oh please Minho” I roll my eyes. “I know you guys do it, even in the past”

“You can’t pro-”

“Do you really think, that ‘Key falling down the stairs’ is the reason why he’s limping?” I quoted with my fingers.

He sighs in defeat. “Fine, 2 months right?”

I nod “Yup”

He lies back on the bed. “The longest 2 months of my life”

I stand on my feet and lean a bit over to him. “Well now, what does this teach you?”

“Find better excuses to hide your boyfriend’s limping”

I hit his thigh and glare at him.

He sighs “Don’t ever hit the ones you love, especially your boyfriend”

I smile. “Good boy”

I move away and head to the door to make my way out of the room.

“Umma”

I turn around.

“But on a serious note” he grins at me as hit gently brings his eyes at me. “It’s good to have you back.”

I chuckle a bit and smile right back at him. “It’s good to be back”

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I enter in the next room and stop to see a huge mess in it. I walk up to the cleaning boy as he continues to throw and fold clothes over and over again.

“Key?”

He doesn’t stop but still answers at me. “In here Umma”

I walk into his closet to see him seated on the floor with 3 piles of clothes around him.

“Hunny, you don’t have to be nervous” I say sitting down next to him.

“I’m not nervous” he says choosing between clothes to put in the piles.

“Key” I say taking his hand. “Hunny we know when things get bad; the first thing you think about is if there’s something you have to clean”
He sighs as he finally stops and pays attention to me. “Umma you’re not mad right? You’re really ok with us and Minho-”

“Hunny” I say assuring him. “I’m ok with it, for god sake Heechul’s gay!”

“I knew it!-” he points.

“So I promise you, I’m very ok with you guys being together, what is it that you all keep questioning it so much?”

“It just seems too fortunate” he takes my hand in mine and laces them together. “You gave us everything, and now, something that a lot of people are so ashamed of is something you’re so easily accepting.”

I hug him close and he rests his head on my shoulder. “Then you guys are lucky to have me”

“Luck is overrated; it’s more like fate to me”

We laugh and nudge me a bit. He helps me on my feet and starts to clean up his clothes as I wipe off the dust on my clothes. “Oh and by the way, your boyfriend is under a 2 month suspension from touching you”

“Why?” he says picking up his clothes.

“Because he hit you”

He freezes. “You know.”

I nod. “Yup” I lean on the way next to me as my hands cross around my chest. “You may act like my best friend but at the end of the day you are still my son”

“I was going to tel-”

I raise my hand to stop him. “It’s fine, he explained everything to me, and things are fix now right?”

He nods.

“Good” I say picking myself up and head out to the door. “But he still on punishment duty so that means you can’t have sex”

He glares at me as he crosses his arms “I swear, you’re like the biggest cockblocker in the history of the world”

I make my leave and glance back at him with a smile. “But you love me anyway~”

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I walk pass his room and head over to next one. I stop at the door as I can already feel his footsteps through the door. I feel the vibrations on my feet from the ground from the steps he takes. I walk in to see him pacing around his room as he tries to keep himself calm from his nervousness. He stops as he hears the door opening and looks to see me. He runs up to me before I could even close the door.

“Jong-”

“Umma I swear everything I said, everything I did, was to protect them, I-I told them not to say anything like just like you told me too, but they all soon found out but I-I did everything to protect them, even Taemin, when they raped him the-they had a video on him and they made me give her up for him, and I had to because he was going through enough things as it is, and I didn’t want things to get worst so they made me give her up to be with Suzy and I swear it was the worst thing in my life and I hated every second of it But I did it all for the Rina’s sake and I made them promise me they won’t hurt her and they didn’t but I still had to stay with Suzy but after things weren’t going so well so they dropped me and took Rina instead and everything just broke loose for me, I didn’t want them to have her so I broke off to fight them but they end up giving her back and things just got better again till now that you found out about all of us and now I hope you’re not mad for not only loving you’re daughter but alsofortakinghervriginitytoo.”

He lets out to catch his breathe. I stood there shock staring at him. My head turns confuse as I take in everything he said. Wait a minute-

“YOU GUYS ALREADY HAD SEX?!”

He finches back from my yell. “Did I mention that we were together now too?”

“YOU’RE WHAT?!”

“Whaatt?! I thought that’s what you wanted?!” he whines.

“I said protect her, not fuck her!”

“Oh.” He stops. “But I love her” he smiles to save himself. “And I swear I’ll protect her with everything I have”

I let out a sigh. “Yes I know Jonghyun, I knew eventually you guys will get together but I just didn’t expect you guys to do it so fast” I run my hands through my hair to pull them back away from my face.

“And I promise not to hurt her”

“From earlier outburst, I assume you already did”

“But I already got punished for that”

“Really?” I cock my brow. “By who?”

“Minho”

I rolled by eyes. “What could he have done that’s so intimidating?”

“Beat the shit out of me” he says emotionlessly.

“Oh” I nod in thought. That works. “But just-” I start. “Don’t do it again”

He smiles. “Deal.”

I groan in defeat. “Now I can’t punish youuu~” I whine.

“You really love punishing us, don’t you?” he says taking a seat on his bed.

“I really do” I say pouting at him. I get back up on my feet and head to the door since I have nothing left here. I close it behind me having an odd feeling on my back that I‘m forgetting something, but I let it pass me anyway and make my way down to the last and one and only.

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I’m up in front of the door of the last room I need to be. I let out a sigh as my hands become shaky to reach the door. I shake them out of my nervousness and open it anyway.

I walk in to see her seated on her bed as her hands play over the ends of her shirt as she looks down on them. I walk in and sit down beside her.

In the moment we bring each other in for a hug and hold each other close and tight. That’s actually what I love the most about my daughter, no words ever had to be said between us, it’s like we already know what we’re going to say, so it’s not necessary for us to say it out loud.

I pull back a bit after and pull on her cheek. “Everything ok?”

She nods. “Everything’s ok”

“So…” I smirk. “You and Jonghyun huh?”

“Umma…” she whines in her blush.

I giggle at her cuteness. “I’m fine with it”

“I’m glad” she smiles brightly.

We could here light voices through the door and even some ‘hidden’ noises.

“You can come out now, we know you’re there1” I yell at the door.

The door burst open and Key comes in first. “Told you she could hear you”

Jonghyun followed rubbing his neck on the way in. “Of course with your alien boyfriend breathing down my neck, anyone could hear it”

Minho comes in after glaring at him. “I wasn’t breathing down your neck, you were breathing down mine, dog boy.”

“Oh hell no, bring it on you frog-eyed freak!” Jonghyun crashes into Minho as they land on the floor and start to wrestle each other.

“Do you guys really have to spoil a happy ending right now?” Onew comes in a bit with Taemin carried on his back, giving him a piggy back ride.

“Let them be Onew” Key says taking a seat next to me and crosses his legs over the other. “It’s nothing but a petty dog fight for Minho.”

“You should join in to hyung” Taemin says getting off Onew’s back. “So the freak show could be at least somewhat exciting”

They burst into arguing with each other with of course, Onew and Rina trying so hard to keep them calm but yet failing miserly. I laugh watching them. Because even with all the laughs and the cries, the fighting is actually what I love the most. Because even with my cancer, even with the loss of husband, who will forever hold my heart, even after the day he died, the fighting they cause not only show that they’re close enough to love it and get through it, but also worth doing it all over again.

A/N; Yes this the last chapter and now this fic is finally going to a close, They will be an epilogue so stay in tune for that,
thank you for everyone (or anyone) who has been reading this the whole way through,
I know I'm barely on this and i will try to fix that, it's just that LJ is sooo dead.
you can catch me on AFF, cause I'm mostly there anyway,
Thank you to those who comment and read silently, (Even though you guys cause me the most problems...) I'm very thankful for you for still reading this story.
I'm forever greatful, Yours Truely,
Baby J  =^.^=



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pairing: minkey, author: j, rating: r, pairing:onew/taemin, paring:jonghyun/rina

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