Ignorance is Bliss
Title: Ignorance is Bliss
Pairing: Minkey, OnTae, JongRina, (slite! Beast, Fx, and many more)
Rating: R (Cursing; etc)
Genre: AU, Romance, High School, Rape
Summary: ( Just put it out there I suck at summaries) Jonghyun, Key, Minho, Taemin, and Onew, after almost all there life have been in orphanage and out of the blue has now been adopted. They don't understand how or why they got here. Yet they now have a new family and a new home. 5 years have passed and they started to get use to their new life. But little do they know, they have no idea what they got themselves into.
Chapter 32
Hours before, I have everything set.
Boyfriend out: Check
Cherries: check
Wipe Cream: Check
Toys: Check
Candles: Check
Naked Taemin Waiting in bed: Check, Check, Check.
I wipe around the rest of the wipe cream on the last spot on my body and place it down on the desk beside me. I look around carefully not to mess up the sweet spots on my body. I look to see if everything around me is in check and placed where it all needs to be. The toys deep in the pillows behind me, the cherries all place next to the extra wipe cream on the desk beside me, two strawberries on my wipe cream cover nipples, all in the wait for him.
I hear the shower water shut off and the curtains push open. I get myself conformable on the bed and turn body on the side that faces the door to give him a temptation he’ll never forget. I hear the footsteps coming this way. I pose a bit and try to find a place for my arm to then just leave it place on my hip. The door opens as he walks in.
“Taemin are you- OH MY GOD!”
I covered myself as fast as I can as I notice it wasn’t his voice. I looked over to then finally found a towel on the floor and wrapped it around my waist.
“Oh my god, I- oh my god…” she covers her eyes. “I- Taemin-”
Jinki finally comes in after the scream and only to make it better, with a towel around his naked body, the one I’m supposed to be licking all over. “What’s going on Tae?-oh….”
She looks back both at Jinki and me and by how it looks, she puts the pieces together, and figures it out. Looking by the look on her face, she doesn’t look happy.
“Would you guys care to explain to me what the hell is going on?!”
“Ummm….”
“Umma we were going to tell you, we-“
“WE, by what do you mean we?!” she looks back at Jinki.
Jinki couldn’t answer, he kept looking deep in my eyes, as they were forming the tears that were about to fall down my face. He look at me and then back at her, as she stared at him. He finally stomps his head low in defeat.
“Both of you clean up, and be down stairs in 10 minutes.” And with that she made her leave and left down stairs, leaving us alone in the room.
As soon as the door closes, my legs finally gave in and fell a long with the tears that rolled down my face. Lucky for me, he catches me before I even hit the ground.
“Jinki…” I grip hard on his neck as he pulls me close to his chest. I felt the droplets on my shoulder as mine fell on his. I pulled back to look at his face, he smiles at the sorrow on both our faces.
“I love you, and no matter what happens, it won’t change that.”
I move in close and rest my forehead on his. “Nothing will.”
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“Jonghyun stop!” she laughs as I take the spoon away from her again. “Jonghyun come on!” I take the spoon and feed it inside my mouth as it sends her a bit of a grin.
She stops laughing but keeps the smile on her face. “How do you do that?”
“Do what?” I ask as I take another spoon full and feed it to her.
She swallows down that creamy milk down and continues. “How do you still look so beautiful with just eating ice cream?”
I smile at her and lean in close to whisper on her lips “The same way you do”
I kiss her lips gently in the touch only to taste the creaminess from the ice cream right before. I pulled back but still kept her forehead on mine.
“I love you” I say on her lips.
She lets out blushed giggle. “I love you too Jonghyun”
The vibrate noise from my phone pulls me back away from her and gains my attention.
Dubo-Onew:
We have a problem. She found out.-
I look to see I have another text, this time from the lady herself.
Umma:
Family meeting, 10 minutes.
I never knew how 4 simple words could make the spine on my back shiver.
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“Minho- ah!”
“Come on Key, You’re almost there”
‘Minho- ah- please, I-I can’t -ah!”
“Come on baby, almost, almost”
“No- he breathes- please Minho, no more, no- mor-e”
“One more, one more… and you’re done!”
Key lies back on his back as he tries to catch his breathing again. He could feel the sweat forming on his forehead and some of them running down his back as he lies on the cold hard floor. I sat down beside him as he lets out another breath.
“Minho” he breathes. “Please take me home.”
“Why?” I ask as I take a drink of water.
“Minho please, I had enough of this”
“Key please you’re over reacting”
“Am not!”
“Key” I glared. “It’s sit ups, I do them all the time”
“Cause you live for this! I don’t even like walking so much and you’re making me do this!”
“Key come on, you should exercise more, it’s good for you and keeps you in shape too”
Key glares hardly at his boyfriend. “Choi Minho are you calling me fat?!”
Minho looks at him in shock. “Baby no, of course not, you’re far from that! I just-” I let out a sigh and just continue on. There’s not point of hiding it now… “I just want to spend more time with you, and since I usually do the things you do, I just want you to try to get in the things that I like to do too…”
“I do, do the things that you like to do!”
“Really?” I glared. “Like what.”
“You like sex; I always do it with you.”
“Key” I whine. “That’s something both of us like to do, it doesn’t count!”
“But you still like it!”
“Key please don’t be like this…”
I look over at him and see him smile as his pink cheeks flushed. “Ok… fine… I-I guess then its ok…”
I was about to lean in and kiss him but my phone stops me from doing so. I pull it up only to see two texts, from both the people that I would never expect to get from.
Jong-Douche- hyun:
Come home now, she found out.
Umma:
Family meeting, 10 minutes, starting now.
I close my phone and pick Key up on his feet. “Key baby, we have to go, now”
I pack up the rest of our stuff and drag him out into my car. I throw the stuff in the back seat and help him inside to his.
“Minho” he says once I head inside. “What’s going on? Why are we leaving?”
I stopped but I couldn’t look at him. “Umma, she found out…”
I don’t have to look to know that his eyes were wide in shock. I start the car and drive off towards our home, and for the first time in my life I wished it was more farther than just a 5 minute drive. We stop as soon as we hit the drive way and park the car right inside the garage.
Even when the car stopped, we didn’t dare come out.
“Minho” Key says. “No matter what, I don’t regret it, any of it.”
I pulled him close and kiss his lips longer than I ever should. “I love you, always” I say as I pulled back.
“Love you too” he says. He holds on to my face and kisses me one last time before we head inside.
We finally pull out of the car and went inside. I walk up to the living room to see everyone waiting with their quiet faces. Umma was at the kitchen, my guess she’s heating something up to calm her nerves. I look back to see Rina sitting with Jonghyun and Taemin and Onew together as their hands clasp together tightly, as if they were never letting go, Key and I sat down beside them.
The silence was killing us for so long; neither of us knew what to say, or what to do.
“Do you mind telling us, how in the hell did this happen?” Key whispers.
“She caught Taemin in my bed waiting for me and before I knew it I came out to see, and that’s when she put the pieces together.” Jinki half whispers.
“And let me guess” he glares at Taemin “you told her about the rest of us, so you couldn’t be the only one taking the blame”
“No I didn’t I swear” he half cries.
“Key now’s not the time to be fighting!” Jonghyun snaps.
I looked at Jonghyun. “Or was it you that couldn’t keep your mouth shut”
“Minho stop this! It wasn’t Jonghyun, so back off!”
“So you admit it! It was you!” Key calls him out.
“No! It wasn’t!” he yells again.
“Guys! Please stop fighting!” Rina and Onew try to tell us, but honestly I only half listened.
“You shouldn’t be having a small boy fighting your battles for you Jonghyun” I snap.
“Says the same guy who slept in the same bed with him” he snaps back.
Onew lets out an anoyed sigh as Key looks directly at him. “You did what?!”
“Key, it’s not what you think!-” he tries to say.
“Key instead of getting mad at him, you should really be more concern of his drinking, from what I assume, he couldn’t even control himself.”
Onew interfered. “Which from what I don’t understand is what could have cause him to be drinking in the first place?” he glares at me.
Shit. They still don’t know what happened between me and Key…
“No… Oppa he was just out with his friends that night, nothing more. He texted me earlier that day, I knew he was going to be out late, I-I just forgot to tell you.” Dolly face, I owe you one.
I look over at Key as it seems he was lost in thought for a second, but then just glares back at Taemin.
He clicks his tongue inside his cheek. “You know, this is really making it hard to believe if you were really raped, or in the end you just couldn’t admit that you liked it.”
“Key…” that was too harsh.
The look on Taemin’s face only said it all. The tears in his eyes fall as his mouth hangs open in shock.
“Key that was too harsh! How could you?!” Jonghyun yelled in his face.
“Oh that’s rich coming from you! The same guy who fucks the shit out of his girlfriend and leaves her sore enough for her to barely stand!”
“C-Coming from the same guy w-who’s boyfriend beats the shit out of people!” Taemin cried out to him.
The breaking of slammed glass breaks us all out of our tension. “ENOUGH!” She yells. “THAT IS ENOUGH FROM ALL OF YOU!” she stomp her feet towards us. “DO ANY OF YOU HAVE NO SHAME?!” She glares at Key. “YOUR BROHER GOT RAPED AND OVER A PETITY FIGHT, YOU WOULD HAVE THE NERVE TO THINK HE LIKED IT?!” she wasn’t even yelling at me, and I feel terrified. “AND TO TOP IT OFF, YOU GUYS HAVE THE NERVE TO BLAME EACH OTHER OVER WHOSE FAULT IT WAS?!”
“Umma-“
“DO NOT SPEAK!” She glared at Taemin. “I WANT ALL OF YOU TO GO YOUR OWN ROOMS AND YOU WILL NOT COME OUT UNTIL DINNER, AND I DON’T WANT TO HEAR A FUCKING SOUND”
Neither of us responded to her, and only went up the stairs to our own rooms.
The night was silent and the time for us to come down finally came. Each of us sit where we would usually sit but the only difference is that neither of us made a move to look at each other. I want to talk to Key, hold him, and say something to him. And from the look of everyone else they wanted to do the same with their love ones.
We sat there in silence as the only noise was the chewing of our mouths and the moving of our knives and forks. The air was so tense and thick, you could almost cut it with a knife.
Umma puts her fork down and lets out a sigh. “I’m not mad about the whole gay thing, if that’s what any of you are wondering.”
We all look up at her as she spoke.
“I’m just mad over the fact that neither of you told me. I’ve been back for almost 3 weeks now, and you guys should have said something.”
“We wanted to tell you Umma, we really did.” Taemin half talk. “We j-just needed sometime too…”
“I know” she sighs. “And I shouldn’t have blown up at you guys like that. It was really uncalled for and I’m sorry for it.” She looks up at us as her eyes begin to get watery. “But that doesn’t change how disappointed I am in all of you, you guys are supposed to be a team, and yet in the end you guys still fight each other.”
“Umma-”
She shakes her head. “But the one who gets reflected on is me, I should have been more around you guys, I should have dealt with all this awhile ago before even letting it all go by this far. if I was more around I could have protect you all.”
“But Umma, it’s not your fault, none of it is” Jonghyun says as he gets on his feet.
She shakes her head. “Yes it is Jonghyun, if I was more aware of you guys even when I was away, things would have been differently than how they are now, if I could even have someone else watching all of you, all of this could have been prevented.”
“Umma please, it’s not like you had a choice!” Onew stands at her.
“Please” she waves off. “Just all of you, go up to your rooms, I’ve had enough of your excuses.”
We all make our stand and head up to our rooms.
This is just unfair, she shouldn’t be blaming herself in all of this, she was sick, there’s no use in helping that. We did what was best to help one another, even if it meant we hurt each other in the process. All of it was unfair, just really unfair.
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