Ignorance is Bliss
Title: Ignorance is Bliss
Pairing: Minkey, OnTae, JongRina, (slite! Beast, Fx, and many more)
Rating: R (Cursing; etc)
Genre: AU, Romance, High School, Rape
Summary: ( Just put it out there I suck at summaries) Jonghyun, Key, Minho, Taemin, and Onew, after almost all there life have been in orphanage and out of the blue has now been adopted. They don't understand how or why they got here. Yet they now have a new family and a new home. 5 years have passed and they started to get use to their new life. But little do they know, they have no idea what they got themselves into.
Chapter 19B
There kissing…
No
Jonghyun and Suzy are… kissing…
No
Jonghyun…
I looked away from them. I didn’t want to see them or anymore of this. I felt Taemin still beside me, my hand still in his. “Tae… Tae take me hom-e” My lips are shaking; the tears are slowly running down my face. I put my head down to keep anyone from noticing. The pieces of my heart were falling down.
“Tae please… t-take me h-home”
I feel him pull me away. I could hear everyone’s voices fading away behind me. I keep my head down from anyone looking at me; the pain is too hard to bear.
He pulls me into the streets and I hear a car pulling up out front. I can’t tell whose car it belongs to, but I honestly don’t care. I just wanna get home. We enter inside without a single word.
I try to keep my tears from falling, but it was too much and too hard to do so.
“Shh it’s ok” he rubs my head, trying to help me calm down.
They finally pull up at the drive way, and parked out front of our house.
I got out quickly and headed inside the house. I couldn’t see who I was passing as I ran up the stairs and headed towards my room. I could hear Taemin behind me; he closes the door behind us as I land on my bed.
I finally let me tears run down as he holds me close to his chest. My sobs were coming out hard. Even when being in my room, I can still feel him. It reminds me so much of him, I don’t wanna be here, and I don’t wanna stay here anymore. My chest was hurting so much, I just wanna get away. Get away from all of this. “Tae-Tae please, take me a-away”
He keeps rocking me back and forth. “Shh, it’s going to be ok, d-don’t worry i-it’s going to be ok.” His voice was shaking. But I kept crying.
“Tae, ple-ase, t-take me away, I-it hurts to-to muc-h, I-I don’t wanna be here, in this h-ouse any-more, please Tae-“ I looked up at him. “Get me away pl-ease”
My tears were running hard and the pain in my heart was hurting more and more.
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I keep my head looking high up at the ceiling. It’s different from the one back home, and nothing about it feels the same. Being in this room, I feel so disgusted. I can’t help but to think about her, I wanna be with her, hold her in my arms, but I can’t not after what I’ve done.
God I’m such a dumb ass. I close my eyes and kept my tears locked up behind my eyes. I can’t cry now, not here.
I pulled away quickly to see Rina’s face. But she quickly ran out with Taemin, and all I hear is the door slamming behind them. Taemin and Rina were gone. I could hear the people around me whispering new rumors.
“Wasn’t he just with Rina?”
“What a creep”
“Talk about another asshole”
“He’s no better than Taecyeon that’s for sure...”
They’re right, I am no better.
“Jongie!” she sings. She comes in with drinks in her hand and sets them on the table beside me.
“Thirsty?” she asks.
I turn to the side to not look at her face. “Nope”
She sits down beside me and nudges me a little. “Aww come on, it’s just juice?”
I bet that’s what you want me to think. “Yeah right…”
She hands it to me anyway.
She doesn’t say more. We sit there as the silence goes by…
“Hungry? Want me to make you someth-“
“Suzy” I sat up. “What am I doing here?”
She scoffs. “Well of course, to spend time with me”
“No” I put the drink down at where it first stood. “What do you want from me? Why am I part of all this”
She looks down at her drink in her hands. “You wouldn’t understand”
“What wouldn’t I understand?”
She doesn’t say anything.
“Suzy please, talk to me, maybe I can help, maybe-“
“You…” she signs. “You can’t help because; it’s your entire fault in the first place.”
My fault? “What did I ever do to you?”
She shakes her head. “But anyway, it’s all in the past, and now you’re with me, so there’s nothing to worry about…”
“What are you- HEY!”
She jumps on top of me and crashes her lips on mine. I feel her hands crawling under my shirt as she moves her lips from my mouth to my neck. As crazy as it is, it’s not turning me on.
“S-Suzy, Sto-p” I kept trying to push her away. I could hear her trying to untie my belt, her hands trying to go under.
I finally flip her over before she could even reach for my dick. She was now under me. “Suzy stop, it’s not going to work”
She tries again with her hands, but I grab them both and hold her above her head.
“Suzy… Suzy, stop-“
She keeps squirming to get out of my grip. She reaches up to try to kiss my lips, but she still miss.
“Suzy!” she flinches “Stop it, you’re only embarrassing yourself!”
She signs. “I don’t understand… What- what does she have that I don’t?” she lets out s growl. “Why is it always her?! Why?!” she fights through my grip, but I’m too strong for her. “Why am I not good enough?!” her voice keeps getting louder as she still tries to get out. “I have bigger and better things then her! Ass, titties, I still even have both my parents!” She finally gets out and starts punching my chest. “I don’t understand… why…. Why h-her?” she drops her head as her shoulders start to shake.
Even with her head down I can still see the tears falling down her face.
Her flaws are just as sad as mine are.
I reach my hand to give her some sympathy, but she gets up and wipes her face with the back of her hand. She heads towards the door and opens it.
“Go, you’re done for the day”
“But Suzy-“
“Go!” she growled.
I got off and grabbed my jacket. I headed towards the door and stopped as soon as I reach her. I don’t look at her but I let out the words anyway. “I’m sorry”
I kept walking down and made it to the door. I slowly closed it behind me as I walked out. I let my feet walk as they headed to the place where I’m so scared to go, home.
Even with just walking my legs feel hesitant. My arms won’t keep still. I’m too scared to see her. I know that if I do, she’s going to ask questions, questions that I don’t have the balls to answer.
I’ve destroyed her completely. I really don’t even know how am I going to explain all this, when all this is over with.
If I’m still with her that is.
I finally made it up by the porch, I looked at the time.
1:30 AM
Everyone should be asleep. But just in case… I walk out to the back yard and quietly unlock the back door. I quickly headed inside, hopefully not to wake anyone up.
I tiptoe slowly towards the kitchen. Hopefully they’re something to eat.
“Took you long enough”
Shit. I looked back; Minho was sitting by the couch looking dead right at me. by the look in his eyes, they looked like they wanted to kill me. He gets up slowly and walks towards me.
“Minho I could explain-“
A punch lands on my right cheek. My body loses balance as I fall on the floor.
“Explain huh?” he grabs me up with my shirt and sends me another blow. My left cheek was now feeling the same pain. He grabs me up again and slams my back on the wall behind me.
“So please explain hyung, what the fuck is going on? Why are you being this way? With us? And Rina?” he growled.
I spit out the metallic taste inside my mouth. “I-I can’t- … Just please -unders-stand-“
“Understand?!” he slams me. “Understand what?! That my sister is about to lose her mother and now the guy she loves too?! That she just needs to understand?!”
He slams me harder again, this time even harder the first. He reaches up for a hold of my neck. I try speaking but all this pain was making it too hard. “M-Minho, p-please-“
“You fucking bastered!!”
His punches are hitting my all over, left, right, left, right. After a while, I could hardly tell now. I could feel my skin already bruising. My stomach, face, everything hurts. I could hardly feel or see anything, my eyes felt bury, and my head started to feel dizzy.
“Minho! Minho stop, stop it!”
I could still hear Minho growling at me, his punches becoming fainter.
“Minho stop please! You’re going to kill him1”
I could still feel his hand on my neck as the other still holding a ready stance to send me another blow. But someone else got in the way.
“Taemin get out of the way” he growls.
“Minho please stop, stop this please”
“Why?! You saw what he did to Rina?!”
He tries pulling his hands on my neck but nothing’s change. “You just don’t understand …. Please Minho, let him go”
‘Minho!” we look back to see Key coming to his side. “Minho let him go”
“NO! He has to pay for what he did”
“Minho please!” he tries pulling his hand off. “Not like this, please?!” he cried.
He brings his face closer to mine. “I’ll bet you wanted this from the start! If you were going to hurt her in the end, why the hell get with her in the first pla-“
“You think I wanted this?!” I yelled at him. I took a hold of his hand and started pulling them apart from my neck. “You think I wanted this?! You think I wanted to h-hurt h-her?!” my voice started to quiver.
“All I wanted was to protect her, to help her and-and-“I finally side down on the floor and coughed out the rest of the air inside me. I could see some of the blood that was stuck inside my mouth, now on the floor in front of me.
I deserve all this anyway.
My head feels like it was pounded with rocks and the dizziness still hasn’t left. Even with my face all messed up; I still feel my tears coming up in my eyes.
“He’s right, I do deserve all this, I deserve more then everything he g-gave me, but-but I never wanted this for her, all I ever w-wanted was for her to be happy. But- but all this happened… and-and now-“
I could feel Key’s warmth on my face, but it wasn’t doing much good. “It’s ok Jonghyun; everything is going to be ok”
My tears run faster down my face, as everything finally comes out.
“I’ve hurt her so bad and now- now… I-I thought I was pr-protecting her, bu-but now, I’m only ma-making things so-so much wo-rst and n-now I don’t know w-what to do…”
Key pulls me closer into his chest as my cries cry out.
Even though my whole body is in pain, my heart is what hurts me the most. No matter how much pain Minho give me, no matter how many punches I’ve gotten, nothing can ever match up of what my heart is feeling.
“I’m so-so sorry, I-I never met t-o hurt her, I-I-”
Key pulls back and holds my face to look up to see his. “Jonghyun, what’s going on? Why? Why are you doing all this? Who’s making you do all this?”
My eyes lock on Taemin, I could see his eyes already full of water, but I don’t think they’ve notice.
Only thinking about the answer cause my air to choke and cough out the rest of the blood stuck inside my mouth. I could feel my air leaving and my eyes looking at Key, they started to get bury again.
“Key…Ke-y”
I felt him pull me closer as he shakes me awake.
“Jonghyun… Jonghyun please…. Jonghyun please! Stay with me!”
Everything looks dark, I-I-
“Jonghyun?!... Jonghyunn!!!!!”
Everything goes black.
A/N: 2 chapters in the same week?! I'm on a roll! lololol. Here's the last part of 19, Comments are always welcome :)
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