When i see your smile tears roll down my face.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i hate my job.
I hate those bitches that come in there and expect me to know everything for every question they have. IM NEW!
haha. i love the people i work with but the job isnt worth what i get paid. Not to mention that my feet are killing me and my arms are sore b/c the dresses are effing heavy. especially the traditional style. They are HUGE!
ahhhh. i think im going to apply for the new dollar general down the street from my house. Its new and what not so i might have a chance of gettin the job. Anything would be better then what i do now.
anywho. ive been in a kinda blah mood today. just kinda ehhhh.
i guess it was partly cause i had to work from 1-5pm and i didnt want to at all.
&& then i had to come home..with nothing to do. I get so lonely sometimes. Its not that i miss anything/ONE its just that, i dont know, i want things to be like they were before when i had more to think about then just how unhappy i feel sometimes.
I need to get back to that place i was a few months ago.
Im so sleepy.
ahhhh!
I spent the night with stacy,sarah,&& melissa last night. we had SO much fun. I love hangin out with those chicks. haha especially the three legged cat. haha. he is effing awesome.
OHHH and i had loads of fun with my lovely beth too. Although i feel pretty bad cause i kinda ruined her night. I got SUPER sick. LIke it felt like my stomach was burning from the inside out, my skin was hot as shiz and it itched. I broke out with lil hive lookin shit. I got nauseated[sp] and very dizzy. It just wasnt good. haha. but beth showed me a cute pic of her in a slutty costume that she took when i was about to puke in the hardees bathroom. haha
awesome times. && then the park. that was fun. Just sittin there. thinkin bout old times and how things used to be. Didnt really get sad but just kinda mellow. Good stuff.
been trying to get back into writing some poetry. kinda lost my love for it there for a while but i think with a lil practice i should be turning out some new stuff here soon.
maybe sooner then i think.
:]
Goodnight.♥
i hate my job.
I hate those bitches that come in there and expect me to know everything for every question they have. IM NEW!
haha. i love the people i work with but the job isnt worth what i get paid. Not to mention that my feet are killing me and my arms are sore b/c the dresses are effing heavy. especially the traditional style. They are HUGE!
ahhhh. i think im going to apply for the new dollar general down the street from my house. Its new and what not so i might have a chance of gettin the job. Anything would be better then what i do now.
anywho. ive been in a kinda blah mood today. just kinda ehhhh.
i guess it was partly cause i had to work from 1-5pm and i didnt want to at all.
&& then i had to come home..with nothing to do. I get so lonely sometimes. Its not that i miss anything/ONE its just that, i dont know, i want things to be like they were before when i had more to think about then just how unhappy i feel sometimes.
I need to get back to that place i was a few months ago.
Im so sleepy.
ahhhh!
I spent the night with stacy,sarah,&& melissa last night. we had SO much fun. I love hangin out with those chicks. haha especially the three legged cat. haha. he is effing awesome.
OHHH and i had loads of fun with my lovely beth too. Although i feel pretty bad cause i kinda ruined her night. I got SUPER sick. LIke it felt like my stomach was burning from the inside out, my skin was hot as shiz and it itched. I broke out with lil hive lookin shit. I got nauseated[sp] and very dizzy. It just wasnt good. haha. but beth showed me a cute pic of her in a slutty costume that she took when i was about to puke in the hardees bathroom. haha
awesome times. && then the park. that was fun. Just sittin there. thinkin bout old times and how things used to be. Didnt really get sad but just kinda mellow. Good stuff.
been trying to get back into writing some poetry. kinda lost my love for it there for a while but i think with a lil practice i should be turning out some new stuff here soon.
maybe sooner then i think.
:]
Goodnight.♥