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thats it. i'm trning gay or something. men just arent for me. i'm fucking sick and tiered of getting my heart broken. i'm sick of rush allways being right about the guys i pick. i'm tiered of getting hurt by not reading obvious sighns and just jumping into things. i should be taking my friends advice. listening to the heart after its been aporved by friends is key. sometimes i think they know me better than i do. its time to focus on things tat mater at this age like school and getting into college, riding more, creating more art, getting to know my friends like i should and not letting relationships govern my life. furthur more i need to learn to not let sex sway me. its sex for crying out loud. its not like i'll die without it.