good day, bad day, good day, bad day
It keeps going back and forth. Have a day thats competely great in every aspect, then the next day turns to shit. Today tho was great....kinda. Talked to Caitlin till like 7am on the phone then went to sleep. Woke up sometime I forgot to look at the clock. But I went back to sleep for a bit around 8ish. Just was watching TV in my room and passed right out. Woke back up around 11ish and went downstairs to check my messages. Talked to Caitlin on there for a bit and got some disturbing news that completely ruined my night. Some psycho girl Nicole that I competely dispise got her screen name and was askin her questions about me. Trying to get my screen name and everything. She apparently thinks that "O yea I sent him a Christmas card so we should be on best friend terms after I tried to completely ruin his life". It doesn't work that way. Not one bit. Now I have to worry about her messing stuff up with me and Caitlin. God life is just being wonderful to me. I'm trying not to mess anything up like I have in the past with girls. (i.e. Liz, Crystal, Kayla, Catherine, Christina....) But this girl really can't take a hint that I do not want to talk to her no more. I blocked her screen names, blocked her phone numbers, the only thing left for me to do is go out and try to get a restraining order against her. Its getting to the point where I don't even want to go to the mall by myself because there is the possiblity of a chance run in with her. After fueding with her today it was one of the first times in a 4 year span that I wanted to put my fist threw a wall. It is getting to the point where I'm starting to question myself here. I don't drink, dont do any drugs, don't go out screwing every girl I can. I live a fairly normal life. I go out with my friends and have fun. Play some PS2 sometimes, chill over there house, throw some football and play hockey. It is like everytime there is a hockey season about to come up some shit that I thought was over hits the fan. If that is the case I am really gonna hate what it is going to be like when I play for a college team. I am going to college that is for damn sure. What for tho I have no clue. I keep changing my mind like Jennifer Lopez changes husbands...about every 2 weeks. But right now that is not something I want to focus on at this time. I got Nicole to worry about. Once I get that shit in the past I'll be good. The way she is it feels like I'm in the fucking movie Swimfan (Ask me if you never seen it I will tell you about it) Well I'm done bitching for now. Gotta get some sleep at least.