Apr 20, 2004 20:20
i cannot leave here. i cannot stay
forever haunted, more than afraid.
asphyxiate on words i would not say
im drawn to a blackened sky as i turn blue
there are no flowers, no, not this time.
there will be no angels gracing the lines
just these stark words i find
id show a smile but im too weak
id share with you , could i only speak
just how much this hurts me
i have now entered the lowest of the low i seem, yet again. but i have hope. i have positive thoughts and i know what i am living for and i can see it. i will always keep fighting for it
we dont know what to do, like always, but we will work through it. ill do anything to get where i want to go because it is all i have left in my life. just remember i always love you.