i wish

[itsalunderstood]

my aunt and cousins are coming to visit. i havent seen them in a year. they are from my moms side of the family and that side of the family hates my mom pretty much. i miss all of them and i just hope that there isnt a fight. because they are coming i have to change the way that i dress and the way that i am shown all around. i have to totaly change myself to fit in with my family, and im pissed off. obviously im not having a good day. i keep getting yelled at for using the wrong towel, or doing chores wrong and washing a window that isnt supposed to be washed. to top it all off, when i woke up this morning, i found out that my rubber band is gone. wierd how something as little as a rubber band can make u cry. this is the first time i have cried since i pretty much got the rubber band. i got the rubber band when i left the hospital, and had been wearing it ever since.

two nights left and one of them i can stay out. i want to have the night be huge and fun. lets finish the spring break with bang.