get the best out of everything

[itsalllies]

I have started to review my life-philosophy. Instead of regarding all the negatives of the day, I have started to try and live 100%. I am well aware of the fact that I am not yet capable of doing that, but I wanna try the next-best thing: Getting the best out of everything. Instead of going to work well-aware that the next 9 hours will be painful and filled with hard work and sweat, I wanna look forward to the service I provide others with, the confidence, tolerance and respect I enjoy from my co-workers and the loving, laughable vibe that exists in the shop between usself and the customers. I want to use my every living moment on something that I enjoy and which enrich my life instead of ruining it. Though it might seem stupid and self-destroying, I have to cut back on the internet and anime watching. It takes so much of my time, time I could have used on studying buddhism (and similar subjects) or exploring the world around me. Of course, there has to be room for spare time where I can sit down and relax over an episode or two... but that has to be it.
Anyway, Sex and the City is right up! So I'll leave it for today.
'night, LiveJournal