New beginning

Jul 29, 2006 23:33

Lately, I have been following you guys through your laughs and cries, hardships and happiness and somehow I have finally cme to peace with myself, reconsidering to begin to log my thoughts at new. I can't count on one hand how many times I have re-read my old entries and pondered over my old self... so much has changed me the last few months, but I feel uneasy having to repeat all over again what I have been telling many of my friends, family and colleagues these last weeks. So instead, I want to try and begin at new (hence the title). Every night, take some quit time for myself and let the thoughts wander. Maybe something from the present day will pop into my mind and make me wonder and thereby, finally, get some of my many thoughts written down. I want to be able to go back and see what I have been thinking, not just reading angsty teenage stuff.
One of the new things, for example, is a newer, positive view of life.
I have a penpal from Greece named Dia, who is actually coming to visit me the next week or so! He's travelling in Scandinavia right now. He is a guy whom I admire very much, because of his strong-willed personality and lively, joyful spirit. He's always happy, always trying to help others and his carisma has bought him many new and good friends in many different countries. I want to look up to him and try to get a touch of his personality when he visits.
Anyway, I have, like so many other times before, gotten impatent. So some other thoughts will be written down another night.
'night, LiveJournal.
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