You're the only girl I've ever listed for.
I don't know if you hate this or if it makes you feel bad. I hope it doesn't. I hope it makes you smile and maybe tells you some things that, for some reason, I never told you. Maybe it's too late. Maybe it's never too late.
1. I never found lists of anything to be particularly interesting or useful until I met you.
Blaspheme, I know. I just never found the point of it. Then I saw the entertaining lists on your livejournal and looked closer at the lists you write in person. I love all of the thought you put into every detail of them. The numeracy at the left side of the page; the spacing between entries; scrutinizing attention to grammar detail, with peppered grammatically incorrect phrases for entertainment value; I love it all.
2. I daydream about you constantly. Not just about sex.
Yes, you are the first girl I've ever actively fantasized about sex with. I don't have the imagination to think about sex in detail with anyone else. I don't know why that is. You are also the first person that I can think of mundane situations with and get completely lost in thought in the middle of the day. Maybe I will make a list of the types of things I think about. Here lately it's been a lot of memories.
3. I love it when you speak to me in movie quotes and song lyrics.
Sometimes it makes me feel special that you think of me sometimes when you hear certain lyrics. I don't know how often you think of me, and when I think about things like that I tend to err on the side of not very much, regardless of how true that is. I get excited when I recognize the quotes because when we met, I rarely did.
4. I hear songs and secretly wish you would dedicate them to me in your head.
Don't have much explanation for this one. It's kind of sad and pathetic, but it's a longing I can't seem to shake.
5. You have given me the best memories I've ever gotten with a significant other.
I honestly can't think of anyone I've ever dated that I can call up more positive memories with than you. At any point in time I'm thinking about "Get your top, get your pants half off" or "Cervical Cat" or another googleplex of things that I could daydream about. (see number 2)
More later. Hint to me that you see this.
1. I never found lists of anything to be particularly interesting or useful until I met you.
Blaspheme, I know. I just never found the point of it. Then I saw the entertaining lists on your livejournal and looked closer at the lists you write in person. I love all of the thought you put into every detail of them. The numeracy at the left side of the page; the spacing between entries; scrutinizing attention to grammar detail, with peppered grammatically incorrect phrases for entertainment value; I love it all.
2. I daydream about you constantly. Not just about sex.
Yes, you are the first girl I've ever actively fantasized about sex with. I don't have the imagination to think about sex in detail with anyone else. I don't know why that is. You are also the first person that I can think of mundane situations with and get completely lost in thought in the middle of the day. Maybe I will make a list of the types of things I think about. Here lately it's been a lot of memories.
3. I love it when you speak to me in movie quotes and song lyrics.
Sometimes it makes me feel special that you think of me sometimes when you hear certain lyrics. I don't know how often you think of me, and when I think about things like that I tend to err on the side of not very much, regardless of how true that is. I get excited when I recognize the quotes because when we met, I rarely did.
4. I hear songs and secretly wish you would dedicate them to me in your head.
Don't have much explanation for this one. It's kind of sad and pathetic, but it's a longing I can't seem to shake.
5. You have given me the best memories I've ever gotten with a significant other.
I honestly can't think of anyone I've ever dated that I can call up more positive memories with than you. At any point in time I'm thinking about "Get your top, get your pants half off" or "Cervical Cat" or another googleplex of things that I could daydream about. (see number 2)
More later. Hint to me that you see this.