*sigh*

[its_so_plaid]

So today I'm supposed to go to the mall with a bunch of people. I'm happy that Liz and Ashley are becoming friends with my other girlfriends. It makes me smile, this would be the first time that liz and Ashley are hanging out with me and my business tech friends. Despite the fact that Liz and Casey are making an Evil plot to run away together and leave me in the dust..*tears*.. but thats OK they'll never get away with it, I can sence these things, I know their evil ways.. Anyway, You know what really sucks? Is when not one..not two.. But all your friends hate one of your other friends. it makes me sad, I understand that they all must have reasons to hate eachother but it makes it hard. it seems like I should say something, but I don't know what to say, I want to defend that other person, but it wouldn't do any good. To me it seems like if everyone just put their differences aside and stopped holding a grudge on one another, they could actually have a good time together. maybe it's just me, maybe I just don't understand because I've never really had anyone hate me.. yet.. and vice versa. I just want to be able to hang out with all my friends together. And when I hang out with my other firend ho everyone hates... I want to be able to talk to to my friends about how much fun I actually did have. Instaed I keep it to myself, Or tell my less signifigant half about it, but... As much as I hate to say it I could have a better conversation with... my cat... *sigh* thats ok, thats what these journals are for.. I guess it helps to write stuff like this down because sometimes I can't tell my other friends how I feel about things.. Oh well I love them just the same.. each and every one of them.. So off to a more uplifting yet slightly depressing story.. My little girl I think has a thindg for...The Shiney One...(vice versa) I think thats great because he is very pretty and shiney and what not.. And If she's anything like me, i think she'll have a grand 'ol time chewing on every single one of his piercings.. What makes this stoy depressing is, WHY CAN'T MY BOYFRIEND BE SHINEY? I love my boyfriend very much, but theres nothing wrong with a little or a lo t of metal being jabbed through your face.. thats ok, he
ll be 18 next month, and fr his birthday I will take him to the pin cushion and buy him a piercing... Whether he likes it or not.. lol.. It's not really that bad that he doesn't have piercings (even though it's always been a wierd little fetish i've had since I was 10) but it would be very nice.. Well I have nothing more to say, so I guess i'll be leaving now..

p.s. I'm really looking forward to playing with my beautiful prom date tomorrow.. :)