Too much to think about...
Anyone who knows me probably knows that it has been about two or three months since I've updated this thing... So I have a lot to talk about. I'll probably leave a lot of stuff out, and I'll probably repeat some of the stuff that I've asid in my recent entrys.. But thats ok, i'm sure i'll manage. Any who, we started school on the 8th. I happened to enjoy my summer this year so I wasn't too thrilled about going back to school (even though were in shop first). Lets back up and talk/write about how my summer went. Well My mom let me go to warped tour this year, I had a lot of fun even though I lost Graham and Tyler when we first got their. I saw taking back sunday, The Used (which was an awesome set) anti-flag, The Vandals, The bouncing souls and I met them and got their autograph. I tried to do something nice and get an autograph for my liz and darling prom date, But the lady that was giving out posters only let me have two. So I figured that Since my prom date is always at my liz's house why not just let them share a poster... BAD IDEA. Oh well maybe next time I'll; think this thing out better. I saw a lot of other kick ass bands but i can't name them all right now. I really want to see the used, because they are wicked awesome live, I love bert and will marry him one day...lol.. Anyway i can't remember what had happened before warped tour but it must not have been important.. I went to Martha's Vineyard with my family and although the boat ride sucked, I had a really good time.. (Sorry Noonan but I HATE BOATS..)I grew some balls this summer. I went to the fair and I actually went on a big kid ride... I'm so proud of myself.. Not to mention I went in the deep end of a swimming pool. I felt so dumb, Here's the story for those of you who don't know. I went to a cook out, and there was a swimming pool, I wanted to go swimming. But the only downside was my precious shallow water was swarming with childen, and it was infested with cheetos and corn chips. All little kids are dirty, So with me being more terrified of catching a little kid disease, than drowning in the abyss. I sat on the side of the deep end.. It was safer there. I then became bored with watching all the big kids have fun while i was getting splashed wuth the tsunami's that the fat kids were making, so I figured what the hell I'll try to swim in the deepend. And if I died then at least I know that I died of drowning and not from some thing gross like cooties... heh.. So i jumped in. and when i realized that I was still breathing I became very excited. I started tring to get my mom's attention, by screaming mommy mommy loom at me I'm in the deep end. She then responds very good nicole I'm so proud of you... Have you note that at this time I am the oldest person in the pool. But it didn't phase me one bit, I was proud of myself and i wanted my mommy to be proud of me too. So even though I ended up being the child in the end, I didn't care, because right then I was invincible, and nobody could take this away from me. This was the day I officially became a big girl. I hung out with a variety of people this summer. I didn't get to hang out with liz and ashley as much as I hoped, but I hung out with them enough. I also hung out with Graham a lot but surprisingly we didn't have sex at all this summer... Well there was that time when I was twenty minutes latefor work but thats a different story. I also didn't hang out with casey as much as I wanted to, but if I'm lucky I'll hang out with her on friday, along with bambi liz and graham, And hopefully ashley will be joining us. surprisingly i hung out with a buck of cosmo girls this summer. I thought it woul be horrible cuz you know how cosmo girls are. But although I felt out of place throughout a lot of the time I was with them, I still managed to have a little fun. It's hard when your friends hate the people that you happen to hang out with. but thats ok, I kinda just ignore the bad comments and realize that most of the time they have good reason as to why they don't like one of my other friends, but that doesn't prevent me from liking them any less. I don't hate anyone, and so far no one has givin me a reason to hate them so I guess I could say I get along with mostly everyone. I found out that peaves and chris are a couple now, And I kinda saw this coming, last year. I was surprised that it took so long. Although liz is taking it very well part of me thinks that even though it doesn't bother her physically, some part of her deep down inside is screaming... But On the other hand she does have her italian stallion, so that should keep her pretty well occupied for quite some time. Graham and I had a disagreement a couple weeks ago, but we compromised and made up. I don't really want to get into that right now. It's not worth the memory. i had a great summer and I hope that this school year is good too. So far my school year started pretty well. I'm working on a t-shirt, and I hope they pick it but I hardly ever get picked with anything. Today I saw a lot of boobies. Thanks Peaves I needed that. I hung out with Graham last friday, we went to the mall, but he got bored so we went back to his house and watched clerks. We both fell asleep at one point and when we woke up, I dont know how long we've been sleeping for, but whatever, we had a little fun before we went to the movie. we saw Residents Evil with tyler and josh.. It was a pretty decent movie. Yesterday graham drove me home but we took a little detour on the way... hehehehe... I ended up with a hicky that everyone kept pointing out but thats ok. I was kinda surprised on account of I never get hickys. well thats all for now. will write more tomorrow..