a stab in the dark
i need to unsubscribe to that dolpa chat thread on doa. every fucking post and update in my email inbox is like salt on an aching wound. oh dolpas! why can't i come to thee? why can't my awesome job pay me more moniessssss?
now that i got that bit of whining out of my system...
i miss taking my dolls out. when i lived in baltimore, i'd take klaus out probably every weekend. which sounds extremely excessive and maybe a little crazy, but i'm not into the collecting side of the hobby as much as i'm into the playing. there are a couple of places that i'd like to take them in savannah, but i don't and i think it's because i'd rather not cause a stir over it with adam. he's doesn't really care for them unless he can play tricks on them (wrapping klaus in the fake fur part of my jacket, taking klaus' glasses and putting them on skandar, putting a lolipop is ally's hand so he can look gayer, that sort of thing) and i rather not get in an argument over bringing them when we go to nifty places. i've wanted to bring them to trips to florida for the longest time, but i always feel like he'll spoil all the fun rather than just let me do my thing.
i think my boys deserve some fresh air every once in a while. i just haven't been motivated to let them see daylight.
klaus may become my "practice" head by default. i've been thinking about re-doing his faceup... um, again. i miss his darker faceup and i want to play at doing something a bit goth and romantic without defaulting to black and eyebrows that look as if they've been penciled in. i still want it to be natural and warm. i could just want to do another faceup, and klaus drew the shortest straw and now he's the unlucky one to get maimed by me. i wish i was good enough to take comissions, then i'd leave klaus alone and get this wacky desire out of me through someone else's head.
maybe i should have taken advantage of this leekeworld $50 head event thingamajig.
and why is soom still releasing the MDs? i'm in agony over here.
i need to make icons for skandar and ally :)