dolpa nyc 4
or as i like to call it, the big let down.
not going this year, which BLOWS. i've really enjoyed making this event an annual definite. it's a great time hanging out in nyc, catching up with rikki since i don't see my friends back at home but once or twice a year it seems, and enjoying volks' generosity, talent, and curious taste in music during the dinner... :/
why am i not going? because while i finally have a payment plan i can handle for my private student loans, this will only last for three months. come july, they're going to need a $700+ good faith payment from me. so instead of saving up for dolpa, i'll be saving up to make that payment. so exciting i know.
it makes me want to vomit.
i'm not counting on getting a second job. i need to save what i can and not rely on a possible source of income. that doesn't mean i'm still not looking. in the end, i guess there's a slim chance i may be able to go, but right now, it ain't happenin' but maybe i could go to the one in LA instead- if it's an actual physical event this year XD