when is money not an issue
a big, fat, le sigh over Euclase right about now.
a huge, long and hard one.
enough with the sexual over and undertones.
so i'm in love with the dreaming head and those ear/wing things. this strong urge to join in on a split for it is precisely part of an overall problem i'm having: doll spending. i gotta admit, i'm feeling a bit out of control and it may have been my recent purchase that finally pushed me over the edge. in short, what the hell am i doing? i have a tooth to replace, and past bills for the allergist to pay, and i'm thinking about how to fit yet another head into my budget. when am i getting bodies for the roly polies i have now?
i can asure myself that i won't go ahead with persuing this euclasian temptation, but sometimes i wish i could make better financial choices, instead of realizing the error in my ways after the fact. and of course sometimes i wish i wasn't into expensive hobbies. first it was anime, before the days it became widely available and free via internet. then it was import j-rock albums. i beat away the lolita thing, withdrawing all funds from my account with crescent-shop. but i have still have this bjd nonsense and by golly is it so much fun. i can't give this one up.
the only bjd purchases i'll be making for a while will be small items i need for faceups- more MSC, pearl shine.
speaking of which- there has got to be an alternative to white pearl shine. i don't just want to add glitter to gloss, because the shine in pearl shine seems to be made with something much finer. how do i do it!?