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whoooa. last night was well, last night. Hmm, my emotions are weird. All emotions are wierd. I know what they are telling me, but I dont want to hurt other people. I guess I cant really talk about this here but yeahhhh....A long time ago I remember talking to Ronny about how talking about getting married and moving in together scared me. But now, I think it woudl be awesome. I've realized that I dont just love Ronny, I'm in love with him. like, if the only thing in the world that could make him happy is me killing myself, I'd do it just to please him. I knwo that would never happen, but I am just saying. Oh, by the way, dan and I broke up because I ahve my reasons/ A small portion of it is Ronny, but there are other eeason too. He is awesome, and we are still friends, but it just got rushed. We didn't have tim eto get to know each other on a just friends basis. and he was really clingy i guess you could say. I like that, but not all the time. He is an awesome and great guy, just got rushed. Hmm, on another note. I have been hanging out with jessi morea gain, and its really great. I missed her a lot, just like I still miss everyone. but i dont know,. I'm more social again. It kind of died in me for a while. On a sad note, I'm not allowed to hnag out with Kurt untill my dad has a talk with his parents about using drugs. but they know, so it's all good. THEN I CAN GO TO SUN RIVER WITH HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or hood river, wherever!!!!!!!!! YAHHOOOOOO!!