Guys... I don't understand

Jun 13, 2010 21:44

I never post anything about life at home. I'm not betting on anyone I know that's mentioned in this to have read it... So if you did, don't be mad about it. I'm just posting my thoughts. Nothing more. I don't want drama over it, I just want everyone to suck up their damn pride.

Let's go alphabetically...

Alyssa: We need to hang out more. I love you and I always will. <33 Besides, I don't want to be the only neutral person in all of this nonsense.

Bobby: I want to believe everything you say, and you're a lovely friend <33 But right now, as you know, I'm not siding with anyone. So my beliefs will be selective. I trust you.

Louis: You're such a strong man, you're fun to poke and prod, and I'm sure you find it weird how randomly affectionate and crap I am around you. I'm glad you put up with me. : D It's fun.
However, I want you to stop with this.... disattachment. You and Bobby are good friends. So he failed to invite you somewhere a few times... Well, sure. But it's not just you who's being "forgotten". I'm only saying it this way because I'm sure it's not forgetfulness that's keeping you guys from inviting anyone else to hang out. Right now it seems like just you Nicki and Tara.

I'm not mad, I'm just taking in what I'm hearing from others. I love you guys.

Bobby didn't forget to invite you the time that did it for you. We discussed you being in Cedar Point. Sure, it'd be odd to be online rather than riding rides at Cedar Point, but... You know, there's always a possibility. It was a silly mistake. Just go back to being his friend. It's weird not seeing you two together.

Nicki: I'm so happy for you. I'm really glad you're having a lot of fun....
But come back to us <33 As a whole, please?
I know you love your friends... but we're all friends. We all want to be with you.

Tara: Congratulations with everything. You've made such a change in your life since I met you, and honestly, I'm so proud of you. There did seem to be a time when you favored Alyssa... even a little... But I'm not mad about it. Not at all. I was jealous, being Alyssa's friend since preschool and so busy lately... yeah, it just makes it hard to see someone else being able to spend that much time with her. I miss you all. And you know how I feel... I loved that time we had in the van. That was a good day. <33 Like I said to Bobby, I'm not favoring one side of this... drama or another, but I trust you <333

Toni: I'm so sorry about everything that's been going on. I know it's awful to have things just pile up and crush you down after so long. It's hard. You can tell me anything that's bothering you any time, but I want you to remember that even if shit is going on, there's other bad stuff happening... and I want you to be happy for what you have. It's hard, I know. I have to deal with it too. I love you. ): *huggle* Try to be optimistic. You're going to have a great life.
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