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sick of worrying about fragility. this isn't the time. am hoping to be too busy to really worry at all, although this kind of thing requires maintenance, certainly, so what i'm saying is that i'm hoping to be too busy to notice the stamp given by the experienced. well, when pretty girls make graves get sentimental again, when you specifically state your intentions as "visceral without obscenity, overthinking, or being too obvious," you're not meaning alliteration so much as growing up and the last little shred hope of reaching something with the flattering idea of subtle poignancy. i phrase things in an unnecessarily complicated way. i have three jobs and will continue to make time, and the only thing i ever expect from people i care about is the same effort in return.