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so things have gotten weirder since we had our talk and i'm getting worried. it has only been a couple of days but i've never seen him less besides when we were in different states. i know i came off angry, but i was just hurt and afraid of losing a friend. the best friend that i have ever had. i suppose that i should just leave things alone for a few days but it is hard when i am upset. my stomach kind of hurts and i feel like i'm going to cry...on a lighter not, i will probably be working at a yacht club near long island for the summer. i would be sharing a house and working with two awesome girls. i could very possibly be making an insane amount of money. and, the best part is, i wouldn't be in florida.