4 = 2
i dont know what i want out of my life. i dont know what i want out of tomorrow even. i dont understand myself and i dont understand my world.
not much happened two day. hmm... thats interesting. i dont believe ive ever spelt today as four words before. from no on i shall. interesting spelling of spelt as well. hmm... friends came over two day. same ones as yesterday and the day before. it used to always be like this, not just in the summer. it would be nice. they are pretty darn cool to hang out with. i taught ben some stippling techniques and he's getting very good. he did quite a detailed image of a lamp. his general drawing skills arent too good, but he has the talent, just not the sharpening. tomorrow they're coming over again, though this time lauren's coming, too. that will be nice. i hope i dont act like an asshole. i always tense up when im around her, and from the outside i pretty sure it looks like i hate her. i dont though, i just care a lot about what she thinks of me, and dont want 4 look slow-witted. i really wouldnt want to go out with her or anything. i wouldnt want to loosethe friendship. my summers would really suck then.
we went to my dad's girlfriends house for dinner fournight. she okay. she thought nick drake was cool. that helps her status quite a bit.
i discovered that richard kelly was directing a new movie. southland tales. tit sounds pretty neatto. shut up.
i do realise
not much happened two day. hmm... thats interesting. i dont believe ive ever spelt today as four words before. from no on i shall. interesting spelling of spelt as well. hmm... friends came over two day. same ones as yesterday and the day before. it used to always be like this, not just in the summer. it would be nice. they are pretty darn cool to hang out with. i taught ben some stippling techniques and he's getting very good. he did quite a detailed image of a lamp. his general drawing skills arent too good, but he has the talent, just not the sharpening. tomorrow they're coming over again, though this time lauren's coming, too. that will be nice. i hope i dont act like an asshole. i always tense up when im around her, and from the outside i pretty sure it looks like i hate her. i dont though, i just care a lot about what she thinks of me, and dont want 4 look slow-witted. i really wouldnt want to go out with her or anything. i wouldnt want to loosethe friendship. my summers would really suck then.
we went to my dad's girlfriends house for dinner fournight. she okay. she thought nick drake was cool. that helps her status quite a bit.
i discovered that richard kelly was directing a new movie. southland tales. tit sounds pretty neatto. shut up.
i do realise