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Its only two days in and I'm overwhelmed. The thing is I like my classes, I'm just not sure I can d everything they ask me to do. I don't learn that way. I was in the BAS today and I got really nervous, I thought I was going to have to go home. This winter brake was pretty amazing, I just wish it had snowed more. I really don't want summer to happen. I wonder if I could intern in iceland. I think I would rather be there than anywhere else in the world. Where my mom lives there are icicles, they're pretty amazing.
I'm kind of excited about my media writing class, I really want something in my life that makes me write. It seems like that's the only thing I do that makes me feel like I've done something. I wish there weren't so many douche bags out there who thought they were writers or claimed to be writers or just enjoyed writing. I can't stand how they trivialize it, people think because we push this whole literacy thing that anyone can be a writer. Not every one can be a musician, or a painter, or an actor, so what makes people think that because they can put words on a page they can write? Its not that easy, there's more to it than that. If its easy, I think, you're not trying. It should be subconscious. Anyway, I think I might submit something to collage if they print one this year. I need deadlines in my life.
I saw this amazing house on TV today, it was a dock on the bottom and the upstairs was a regular house. You could just walk down stairs onto the water. It was kind of like a basement garage, except it was open air and beautiful. I bought a camera, now I need to go somewhere and do something. I need to see things and record them, blow them up and post them on a wall that I'm never around to see. I think why I'm so over college is that its making me feel stuck. There is no way I could leave here. But everything is just so ordinary. ok. bye.
I'm kind of excited about my media writing class, I really want something in my life that makes me write. It seems like that's the only thing I do that makes me feel like I've done something. I wish there weren't so many douche bags out there who thought they were writers or claimed to be writers or just enjoyed writing. I can't stand how they trivialize it, people think because we push this whole literacy thing that anyone can be a writer. Not every one can be a musician, or a painter, or an actor, so what makes people think that because they can put words on a page they can write? Its not that easy, there's more to it than that. If its easy, I think, you're not trying. It should be subconscious. Anyway, I think I might submit something to collage if they print one this year. I need deadlines in my life.
I saw this amazing house on TV today, it was a dock on the bottom and the upstairs was a regular house. You could just walk down stairs onto the water. It was kind of like a basement garage, except it was open air and beautiful. I bought a camera, now I need to go somewhere and do something. I need to see things and record them, blow them up and post them on a wall that I'm never around to see. I think why I'm so over college is that its making me feel stuck. There is no way I could leave here. But everything is just so ordinary. ok. bye.