xxxall i see is sadnessxxx
well today sucked.
i felt really lonely. i didnt sit with chris today in lunch.he has all he could ever want sitting there.so why bother?i would have just ended up sitting there watching everyone ignore me.not too fun.
i just feel all of these things inside of me and i hate it. i dont know whether to be happy or sad,idk when to cry and when not to cry, and i sure as hell dont know if people feel things towards me or if they dont..i hate it..i hate it all. i just want sum forward answers here.is that so hard?
on better notes..your best mistake is recording this sumday.i hope thats fun.
and im still fixing my backround so there.
im done.
kayla
i felt really lonely. i didnt sit with chris today in lunch.he has all he could ever want sitting there.so why bother?i would have just ended up sitting there watching everyone ignore me.not too fun.
i just feel all of these things inside of me and i hate it. i dont know whether to be happy or sad,idk when to cry and when not to cry, and i sure as hell dont know if people feel things towards me or if they dont..i hate it..i hate it all. i just want sum forward answers here.is that so hard?
on better notes..your best mistake is recording this sumday.i hope thats fun.
and im still fixing my backround so there.
im done.
kayla