valentines day sux
every yr ..i mean every yr my valentines day sux....i never have sweeethear...ever...well this yr i toht would be different ...but then christian bailed on me so i asked shawn which i was lookin forward to bein my valentine...n we were both all ready n everytihng..but corrie was supposed to pick him up on the way from school n she didnt ...so gito really worried thot she was hurt..b.c i NEW that my best friend wouldnt bail on me...bc she knew how much it meant to me...... i need to reevalute my impression on my friends bc apparently they rnt as wonderful as i toht...turns out...she was at dance rehearsall late.....what the hell is that... she didnt even have the decncy to call....so my valentines day is ruined...n all igot to do wasorder BBQ pizza n at it all alone...it sux.....n see the thing is christian turned otu he was gonna surprise me but fundo tu i had a new valentine so....i could have still went wit him..but i think im ended that deal wit christian...n shawn was wanting ot go out tontie wit me..n is all fucked over.....i toht i deserved one nice valentines day...jus one....bci never have a good one bvc i never have a bf...when all my friends do ...so im always left out....FUCK OFF....im so mad...i want to forgive corrie. ..but she justriedto turn it around on me n that is BS....she is at complete fault..she tried to make it sound like she was bein used for his ride whic hisnt the case bc if we would have known corrie couldnt have driven him i would have went to see him or sumtin....it jus pisses me offthat there is such a lack of respect there....GOD....i mean sorry to be shallow but ithot i deserved this...