one day til VALENTINES DAY
yesterday i was talkin to shawn on the phone n he said he would come n visit me today after work...n he said he would wear a big red bow....he was bein sarcastic....so after work i give him a call...n the first thing he says....was o im srry i didnt show u pto ur work wit a bow....n im like ..awww u were really gonna dothat ..h.e was like ya but i had to stay home bc family friedn are over....that jus made my day lol....bc my day completely sucked....i had work at 11 n rite b4 that my dad n i got into a fight....n i was balling when i showed u pto work..than kgod for kerrri ...i love her ..she made me feel better....my dad told me i should live with my mom....so i was so upset thath esaid thAT....n then josh was follwonig me around liek a puppy dog tryin to make me feel better...bles his heart....for caring..but i hate crying in front of ppl...especially guys...it makes me feel not in control n i hate that....but aww joshi love u for caring so much...but it waS MEXICAN day at work so it was crazy n i was already havin a bad day...n then the cooks were bein assholes to me....they said they already puto tu an order when they didnt but they still wouldnt remake it ...so i blew up on themn told them to go otu to the tablen tell them that he wouldnt fuckin make it...so that made me mad...n then jason one of the waiters pissed me offtoo.....josh is the only one at work who keeps me sane lol.........well chirstian is goin to dinner wit his mom...n we r kinda talkin but ithink im gonna end that bc well i dont get ot seeh im enuf...n he has bein talkin shit appparently so he can go n have tons of fun wit himself....lol...well shawn siadh e would be my valentine bc he said i needed one...so he wil lbe my valentine so thati s nice to no be stuck at home alone......well yea thats my life. ..the good n bad lol....commetn or post w/e