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Ok so someone better make me feel better. i was supposed to go to canada and spend the weekend with my cousin and her kids, this was planned bfre xmas. now like yesterday i find out from my mom my dad said i couldnt go even though i did not keep myslef home, the doctor did she said cause i havent been sleeping it wouldnt really do me good to go to school cause i wouldnt be functioning so my mom tells me i cant go, my dad does not say one word to me, and i think i should still be able to go because i was only not in school because of me not sleeping for 2 weeks.i think if this was jsut planned i shouldnt be able to go or if i wanted to stay home but i freaking wanted to go to school, the doctor kept me home cause of SLEEP and this has been planned bfre christmas and i jsut hate him so much right now, he prolly expects me to tell her, i said to my mom is he gonig to call ? and she said no shell jsut find out when ur not there, their both freaking mother effing bitches who i think soemtimes id be better off without ahhhh, it think i should just shoot myself. its not like my dad does anything for me in my life besides give me food and stuff, he does nothing really liek a parent he just kinda gives me the things he has to, he doesnt support me or tell me i did good, he jsut yells at me when i do something im not supposed to or unreasonable.
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