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ok so i have been friggin sick im gonig to have a butt load of hw, and i have hives i havnet slept in freaking days, i went to the doctor for a second time this week, and she put me on frigging steriods better not make me gain any weight i jsut started a diet which went out the window cause when ur sick u eat at least i do. and ive been really close with my cousin for a few years, every tiem i went thorough something she knew about it and i knew about it for her, and she moved out got a bf and i kinda drifted out of the picture, well we got clsoe agin , but i realyl havent talked to her for weeks and she promsed shed call me saturday but nope, but i got over it, today i was sleeping and i woke up and my moms like heathers bf called and said she broke up wit him, i started bawling my mother fucking eyes out,i feel like everythings gongi to hell i was supposed to go to canada this weekend but now my dad says i cant im posed to be back in skool by wednesday but its not definte.i just really wouldnt mind dying right now. but i think ill get over it eventually i hope.i just dont know anymore , i dont.
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