ORGY IN THE CAVE TOMORROW!
ohs my goshes! i love you jackie! lol uhm today was effing BLAH lol nothing fun happened besides the whole $2 jean day which was kinda uhm gay but uhm school spirit yea go saders! lol went to city place and saw sharktale...it had its funny parts and it was kinda cute but i was kinda bored...prolly cuz i had a lot of other stuff on my mind lol like you know who lol well some of you know who and alexis hes not gonna ask i think its a little late now but i love you for trying! lol uhm yea ECHO ECHO ECHO HEY LOOK IT ECHOES! .... EEEEEECCCCCHHHHHHOOOOOOO lmao gosh franny we are cool! uhm me and ashley p are the coolest tho cuz we just love writing notes in mr dyals class but BANDS THE HOTTEST CLASS TO WRITE NOTES IN! LOL PATRICK me and patrick are cool cuz we make dust with rocks lmao dont ask ok lol jackie wants me to put some lyrics i just wrote today in here so i will but i havta explain my reasons for writing this...it has nothing to do with whats going on in my life right now its like revised version of a hate song i wrote to this person that doesnt need to be named last year lol and i was in a really really good mood when i revised this but its really deep and its kinda odd and please dont think im suicidal while reading this cuz i swear on my life im not lol ok here it goes and i dedicate this is the izzles (yea jackie i wrote it to them) :
~*Goodbye*~
This is the las time I'll speak to you forever
And our last memory is this letter
I'm sorry but it's time for me to let go
I don't mean to upset you but it's time to let you know
You've pushed me over the edge
I can't take it anymore I'm loosin' my head
My life is screwed up and I've made my mind
So now I'm saying Goodbye, for a long time
As this blade cuts into my skin
I want you to think of everything you did
To make my life a living hell
Oh I've put myself through so much for you
And now i know exactly what to do because
You've pushed me over the edge
I can't take it anymore I'm loosin' my head
My life is screwed up and I've made up my mind
So now I'm saying Goodbye, for a long time
The pain will only stay for so long
Then EVERYTHING will be gone
That means the fights, the sweet screamin' on the phone and all the nights I've had to spend alone
It's all ending soon because of you
Ooh now you know the consequences of the stupid shit you do
And as I fall to the ground
I feel so weak and I wish you were around
To see the hell I am going through
and it's because of you
All over you
It's all because of you
Here are my last words:
Goodbye, I love you.
comment on what you think? well i dont really care if you do but it would be cool to here your thoughts? lol idk yea and reading it makes me and jackie cry cuz we're the only ones that really understand all the crap behind that song lol but i love you all have a nice night and HOMECOMINGS 2 DAYS AWAY (one not counting today!!!!) I LOVE YOU!
*nikki
~*Goodbye*~
This is the las time I'll speak to you forever
And our last memory is this letter
I'm sorry but it's time for me to let go
I don't mean to upset you but it's time to let you know
You've pushed me over the edge
I can't take it anymore I'm loosin' my head
My life is screwed up and I've made my mind
So now I'm saying Goodbye, for a long time
As this blade cuts into my skin
I want you to think of everything you did
To make my life a living hell
Oh I've put myself through so much for you
And now i know exactly what to do because
You've pushed me over the edge
I can't take it anymore I'm loosin' my head
My life is screwed up and I've made up my mind
So now I'm saying Goodbye, for a long time
The pain will only stay for so long
Then EVERYTHING will be gone
That means the fights, the sweet screamin' on the phone and all the nights I've had to spend alone
It's all ending soon because of you
Ooh now you know the consequences of the stupid shit you do
And as I fall to the ground
I feel so weak and I wish you were around
To see the hell I am going through
and it's because of you
All over you
It's all because of you
Here are my last words:
Goodbye, I love you.
comment on what you think? well i dont really care if you do but it would be cool to here your thoughts? lol idk yea and reading it makes me and jackie cry cuz we're the only ones that really understand all the crap behind that song lol but i love you all have a nice night and HOMECOMINGS 2 DAYS AWAY (one not counting today!!!!) I LOVE YOU!
*nikki