(DRABBLE) Gilbert Nightray-centric: What He would Regret
Title: What He would Regret
Author: isumi_ilde a.k.a isumi'kivic'
Pairings/Character: Gilbert Nightray-centric, reflective drabble, a bit of Gil-->Oz if you squint real hard.
Warnings: Somewhat spoilery up to volume 8. First Pandora Hearts fic and I personally think this shouldn't have com to existence, but eh. *shrugs*
Disclaimer: Pandora Hearts and its characters belong to Mochizuki Jun, I own nothing.
A/N: A random drabble that kind of just flashed in my head while I'm attempting to ignore the voice of that damned lecturer in front of the class right now. Forgive the crappiness, I am crabby. Blame that lecturer.
A Pandora Hearts Fanfiction
What He would Regret
Break once said that one should not, ever, live for anyone else.
It sounded really right, at the time, because after all Break was the one who had once lived for someone else--his master and family--and it led him to a life he would forever regretted. Gilbert understood, knew what it meant, and fully comprehended that Break just didn't want either he or Oz to make the same mistake because, as unfortunate as it seemed, they were good friends and good friend didn't let each other down the same black hole if they could help it.
But Oz was his master and he lived for Oz, and Gilbert also knew that he would regret it even more if he'd never met Oz.
Someday, when something bad happened to Oz--when the seal on his chest completed its journey round the clock, or when he was in grave danger and not Gil nor Alice could reach his side in time to protect him, Gilbert would regret. He would regret that Oz had to meet him--this incompetent, weak, worthless him--who couldn't do anything. He who was too useless a servant for someone as blinding as Oz. He would regret just as Break did, because Gilbert knew he lived for Oz; to serve, to protect, to stay by his side. He needed Oz to need him, in order to move forward and live.
Because it was the reason of his life.
-----o0ofinitoo0o-----
A/N: Right, class is almost done. I wish I could have walked out of this class. If only I didn't come late..
Author: isumi_ilde a.k.a isumi'kivic'
Pairings/Character: Gilbert Nightray-centric, reflective drabble, a bit of Gil-->Oz if you squint real hard.
Warnings: Somewhat spoilery up to volume 8. First Pandora Hearts fic and I personally think this shouldn't have com to existence, but eh. *shrugs*
Disclaimer: Pandora Hearts and its characters belong to Mochizuki Jun, I own nothing.
A/N: A random drabble that kind of just flashed in my head while I'm attempting to ignore the voice of that damned lecturer in front of the class right now. Forgive the crappiness, I am crabby. Blame that lecturer.
A Pandora Hearts Fanfiction
What He would Regret
Break once said that one should not, ever, live for anyone else.
It sounded really right, at the time, because after all Break was the one who had once lived for someone else--his master and family--and it led him to a life he would forever regretted. Gilbert understood, knew what it meant, and fully comprehended that Break just didn't want either he or Oz to make the same mistake because, as unfortunate as it seemed, they were good friends and good friend didn't let each other down the same black hole if they could help it.
But Oz was his master and he lived for Oz, and Gilbert also knew that he would regret it even more if he'd never met Oz.
Someday, when something bad happened to Oz--when the seal on his chest completed its journey round the clock, or when he was in grave danger and not Gil nor Alice could reach his side in time to protect him, Gilbert would regret. He would regret that Oz had to meet him--this incompetent, weak, worthless him--who couldn't do anything. He who was too useless a servant for someone as blinding as Oz. He would regret just as Break did, because Gilbert knew he lived for Oz; to serve, to protect, to stay by his side. He needed Oz to need him, in order to move forward and live.
Because it was the reason of his life.
-----o0ofinitoo0o-----
A/N: Right, class is almost done. I wish I could have walked out of this class. If only I didn't come late..