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Once again i bought her another case and all I get is an overly drunk girlfriend coming home to me to stumble all over the place ridiculously and I gotta wake from being perfectly asleep to get bitched at about everyhting under the sun. It doesn't stasrt that way, but explain to me how we go from me jumping out of the bed to get her a trash can to "You don't give a shit" and, "you dont take care of me, i take care of you" and "that's it this the end, you dont give a shit". However, as much as she wants to believe all this bullshit, she's the first one to walk over to my computer and type out "ur an ass face cant finish a conversation so then i l take this as the end." Me..woulda never done that!! But for some reason she feels the need to play on my patience..and my heart. I don't fuck with her heart. I dont say the words that she says, she crosses lines that shouldn't be crossed. I told her once that she doesn't realize the damage she's doing to the relationship with the things that she's saying, but she didn't care about that either. And since I'll be the only one carrying this pain...again, I find myself in the same position Im always in. I can't explain my pain, nor would it matter cuz she's being a bitch right now. She's telling me that I should just take my ticket and refund it and leave. She's got this new kick where she tells me that it's over...to get at me? because she's trying to put up her wall? Either way, she's going too far...and she's fucking shameless. I told her that I'll believe she wants me to leave when she tells me sober in the morning, I don't know why she wants to hurt me. I know she'll say that "if I know her I should understand that she's hurting" and bladeh blah, but im gonna tend to my own wounds if you focus on hurting me to deal with the situation. We could help each other, but she chose to destroy the one thing that's been holding her up.