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So, a couple new things that I haven't talked about in here..
Mom got a new job, it's in North Carolina.... :( until a couple months ago, North Carolina has always been a place I would love to live. Being with Joe has changed a lot of views I've had on things lately. I used to say I hated when girls would change for their boyfriends and stuff. But you don't understand. Joe is more than just a boyfriend. He is someone I want to be with forever. Someone I want to be with when I am 90. I want to marry him, yeah I said it. He is my everything. Theres nothing or no one that can change my feelings about him. I don't know what I am going to do when my mom actaully moves down there. She is my best friend and I don't think I can go months without seeing her.
School is almost over. I am graduating. I am going to be a college student next year. I can't handle it. I am going to be like living on my own. To be honest, I am scared. High school has its ups and downs. Knowing everyone since they were young is good and bad. Its good because you have friends you can really confide in and trust with anything, but its bad because their are some things you just don't want people knowing. I figured here I'd do a reflection on high school.
Freshman year, I was so immature. But this is where I met Joe. This is where I wanted a lot of attention. I wanted people to know me. Justine was my best friend. We were inseperable. So many stupid things happened. I'll never forget them but I grew up, completely.
Sophomore year, STILL so stupid, wanting attention. Joe and I were still together. I wish that I made better choices, but things happen for a reason.
Junior year, I believe I matured a lot. Joe and I broke up, and things got crazy. I got into two other serious realtionships through the year, but they just weren't like Joe. The summer was ridiculous and I regret a lot of it.
Senior year, I matured A LOT. Joe and I started talking again, and I just knew that I needed to be with him. I needed him in my life.
Enough of this crap :) my life is so complicated right now. I know no one reads this anymore but I still like writing in this because I just need to let it out, YOU knowwwww. alright, enough, dinner's coming. peace out
Mom got a new job, it's in North Carolina.... :( until a couple months ago, North Carolina has always been a place I would love to live. Being with Joe has changed a lot of views I've had on things lately. I used to say I hated when girls would change for their boyfriends and stuff. But you don't understand. Joe is more than just a boyfriend. He is someone I want to be with forever. Someone I want to be with when I am 90. I want to marry him, yeah I said it. He is my everything. Theres nothing or no one that can change my feelings about him. I don't know what I am going to do when my mom actaully moves down there. She is my best friend and I don't think I can go months without seeing her.
School is almost over. I am graduating. I am going to be a college student next year. I can't handle it. I am going to be like living on my own. To be honest, I am scared. High school has its ups and downs. Knowing everyone since they were young is good and bad. Its good because you have friends you can really confide in and trust with anything, but its bad because their are some things you just don't want people knowing. I figured here I'd do a reflection on high school.
Freshman year, I was so immature. But this is where I met Joe. This is where I wanted a lot of attention. I wanted people to know me. Justine was my best friend. We were inseperable. So many stupid things happened. I'll never forget them but I grew up, completely.
Sophomore year, STILL so stupid, wanting attention. Joe and I were still together. I wish that I made better choices, but things happen for a reason.
Junior year, I believe I matured a lot. Joe and I broke up, and things got crazy. I got into two other serious realtionships through the year, but they just weren't like Joe. The summer was ridiculous and I regret a lot of it.
Senior year, I matured A LOT. Joe and I started talking again, and I just knew that I needed to be with him. I needed him in my life.
Enough of this crap :) my life is so complicated right now. I know no one reads this anymore but I still like writing in this because I just need to let it out, YOU knowwwww. alright, enough, dinner's coming. peace out