Jun 15, 2005 19:42
today was horrible. or would have been. if i didnt get over things easily and not let things get to me. i amazed myself. i would have thought i would have been a horrible mess when irantothebusandmybackpackexplodedinfrontofeveryoneandilookedlikesuchaloserandcouldntbreathe. but after a bagel with claire and hope and sarah i was ok.
however. i am a moron. an absolute moron. theres proof in the egg on the side of my head from smashingintoawoodenbathroomdoor. but i love jess for comforting me and laughing with me. and kelly and kim and doug too. but jess seriously made my day when she embraced me. i loveyou dude. <3 andyourhair.
things are unraveling. kinda. or else im just paranoid. but bleh. i hate being left out. or ignored. or looking like a complete moron. or seeing people treat other people horribly. or being treated horribly. wow. im just freaking out for no reason. maybe its the almostconcussion.
im officially going to warpedtour with brandy. it will akward. but i dont care. shes a druggie..she'll fit in.
my head hurts. i have to go make a cake for the last gym class. :-p
tomorrow... underclassmen awards night. and guess who was invited!!! MEEEE FINALLY!!!!! so... anyone want to support their friend who looks like jesus? (me) please... i might be able to do rides somehow. and i would love you forever.