spring break or the loss of ties
I'm on spring break.
I miss my friends.
They are not on break now.
Life sucks.
Last Thursday I was so close to seeing everyone again, I could taste it. But I couldn't go. I haven't seen a bunch of my city friends since graduation, and my parents say I can't skip 2 1/2 periods of school where I do nothing because it's the last day before spring break because my grades aren't all A's and B's. Then my mom goes into some long spiel about how she almost always got A's and B's in her classes how she got a C in Algebra 2, whereas I do not have a C. I would like to respectfully point out here that my mom would have taken this class as a sophomore or junior with other sophomores and juniors. Enter me, a freshman in a school with no friend, the new kid again. I take Algebra 2 in a class of seniors. Some of them have failed the class before.
But back to my friends.
I don't know how many of them went, but if you read this, I wanted to say hi to you all. Hi. T_T My life really does suck.
Don't get me wrong, I have good friends at Lindbergh. I found a group of really nice and funny people who like anime and everything like me (I scored some major points because I made a reference to Lauch from Dragonball Z ^_^). They're all really nice, but it's like 3rd grade all over agoing for me. I made friends with one of the group, and they brought me to meet everyone. In third grade, I got to be friends with Matt, and gradually Lauren, Laura, and Chris (plus people like Shawn, Jasmine, and Josh). You guys knew each other forever before me. It's just like that with my friends here. Most of them are sophomores and juniors like Marissa and Cy. James is even a senior. It's just kinda weird, breaking into a group where everyone accepts you, but not getting the jokes.
I miss some of my friends more that others; people I have seen in a while (Lauren, Matt), people I really really know (Felicia). Even the people I've seen recently (Laura A, Clara, Daniel)I just miss you guys a lot.
I wish I could visit you more.
I miss my friends.
They are not on break now.
Life sucks.
Last Thursday I was so close to seeing everyone again, I could taste it. But I couldn't go. I haven't seen a bunch of my city friends since graduation, and my parents say I can't skip 2 1/2 periods of school where I do nothing because it's the last day before spring break because my grades aren't all A's and B's. Then my mom goes into some long spiel about how she almost always got A's and B's in her classes how she got a C in Algebra 2, whereas I do not have a C. I would like to respectfully point out here that my mom would have taken this class as a sophomore or junior with other sophomores and juniors. Enter me, a freshman in a school with no friend, the new kid again. I take Algebra 2 in a class of seniors. Some of them have failed the class before.
But back to my friends.
I don't know how many of them went, but if you read this, I wanted to say hi to you all. Hi. T_T My life really does suck.
Don't get me wrong, I have good friends at Lindbergh. I found a group of really nice and funny people who like anime and everything like me (I scored some major points because I made a reference to Lauch from Dragonball Z ^_^). They're all really nice, but it's like 3rd grade all over agoing for me. I made friends with one of the group, and they brought me to meet everyone. In third grade, I got to be friends with Matt, and gradually Lauren, Laura, and Chris (plus people like Shawn, Jasmine, and Josh). You guys knew each other forever before me. It's just like that with my friends here. Most of them are sophomores and juniors like Marissa and Cy. James is even a senior. It's just kinda weird, breaking into a group where everyone accepts you, but not getting the jokes.
I miss some of my friends more that others; people I have seen in a while (Lauren, Matt), people I really really know (Felicia). Even the people I've seen recently (Laura A, Clara, Daniel)I just miss you guys a lot.
I wish I could visit you more.