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WOW am I in a good mood ta-day! I'm happy, happy, happy!
Okay, not so much insane, but you get the idea.
(I was happy for a time today.)
I'm actually feeling quite insignificant today. (Now I've gone and made my self depressed. Y'see, most of my friends (who never bother to TALK to me anymore, hint hint) go to Metro or Gateway. Both are relatively small when compared to my high school. I sorta feel phased out since I don't hang out with most of them anymore, It's not that I don't want to, but I'm not in on all the things that go on anymore. Eventually, I'll probably be totally on the outside.
It was like this in the very biginning, too. In third grade I was the new kid and I had 2 friends in the whole state. Somehow I got to be friends with a few people (like Matt, Lauren, and Chris). Then I moved away in 5th grade. I almost hd to start all over in 6th grade, and I was only gone for about half a year!
So now you have all the people at Metro (about 300), the rest of the people at Gateway (somwhere near that #), and me, at Lindbergh, as school with almost 2000-yeah, you read it, 2000-students.
Again, Metro/Gateway: 1 building. Lindbergh: 5 buildings. Lunches? 1 vs 3. People who might know everyone? Everyone to nobody.
Can you see how easy it is to get myself down? (I am *so* going to make myself cry...)
I hope I can visit all you guys in the city when I get out of school. Maybe I can even see you while you're still in. I get out in May. haha, laugh on you. (Is anyone going to Kunicon?)
Okay, not so much insane, but you get the idea.
(I was happy for a time today.)
I'm actually feeling quite insignificant today. (Now I've gone and made my self depressed. Y'see, most of my friends (who never bother to TALK to me anymore, hint hint) go to Metro or Gateway. Both are relatively small when compared to my high school. I sorta feel phased out since I don't hang out with most of them anymore, It's not that I don't want to, but I'm not in on all the things that go on anymore. Eventually, I'll probably be totally on the outside.
It was like this in the very biginning, too. In third grade I was the new kid and I had 2 friends in the whole state. Somehow I got to be friends with a few people (like Matt, Lauren, and Chris). Then I moved away in 5th grade. I almost hd to start all over in 6th grade, and I was only gone for about half a year!
So now you have all the people at Metro (about 300), the rest of the people at Gateway (somwhere near that #), and me, at Lindbergh, as school with almost 2000-yeah, you read it, 2000-students.
Again, Metro/Gateway: 1 building. Lindbergh: 5 buildings. Lunches? 1 vs 3. People who might know everyone? Everyone to nobody.
Can you see how easy it is to get myself down? (I am *so* going to make myself cry...)
I hope I can visit all you guys in the city when I get out of school. Maybe I can even see you while you're still in. I get out in May. haha, laugh on you. (Is anyone going to Kunicon?)