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love hits us at many ages...
when we fall in love for our first time it changes our lives forever. no matter how hard we try the feelings never go away. all we can do is find new love or create some sort of memory that can over lap those that were created with the "love."
but what to do when we dont find another love or at least those memories to cover? what do we do when our love just keeps coming back, wont leave you alone. your heart breaks all over again, you want to resist them but the moment has caught you. your heart is constantly filled with ache and you dont want to wake in the morning or sleep at night. tears flow down your face and never stop.
your dreams consist of fun times with them, never friends, only with the "love." no one wants to listen to you so nothing ever comes off your chest. everything is buried deep within and hurts worse everyday.
my memories cant be covered up, my thoughts cant be released.
im not asking for love. just for someone, anyone, to help me create a great memory of something that will help me conquer those of the past. i have two years to cover up. help me. at least talk to me, listen to me, let me get it out, it helps a lot...
when we fall in love for our first time it changes our lives forever. no matter how hard we try the feelings never go away. all we can do is find new love or create some sort of memory that can over lap those that were created with the "love."
but what to do when we dont find another love or at least those memories to cover? what do we do when our love just keeps coming back, wont leave you alone. your heart breaks all over again, you want to resist them but the moment has caught you. your heart is constantly filled with ache and you dont want to wake in the morning or sleep at night. tears flow down your face and never stop.
your dreams consist of fun times with them, never friends, only with the "love." no one wants to listen to you so nothing ever comes off your chest. everything is buried deep within and hurts worse everyday.
my memories cant be covered up, my thoughts cant be released.
im not asking for love. just for someone, anyone, to help me create a great memory of something that will help me conquer those of the past. i have two years to cover up. help me. at least talk to me, listen to me, let me get it out, it helps a lot...