garland told me march 13.
i dont know what it is.
i wont look.

fuck off!

i need a vacation

i loved saturday. if only everyday could be saturday.

last night, i must say, was the most relaxing ive had in months.
thank you andrew.

so many secrets ill never tell you.

hello. im done with my first semester. still no clue what classes to take next.

i like pie. :)

ive gotten skinnier. how you ask.... Video games. Morrowind to be exact. oh and Zelda for old school nintendo.
anyway, i get so trapped in morrowind i forget to eat and sometimes i sit there so long my stomach hurts because ive held in pee so long. im pathetic.

have i made a mistake?
i need time alone or someone to talk to.

my money is going missing. i ordered shoes and jeans from american eagle's web site, charged me the money and i never got the clothes. i went to an ATM charged me 20 plus a charge of 2 dollars, i never got money.

""Everything happens for a reason right, i dont believe in luck or chance, and choice is an illusion.... whatever you "decide" to do is what you were fated or destined to decide.... and the other option was nothing but an illusion created by your mind to give you a feeling of power in your life. so whatever is going on right now with me is out of ( Read more... )

is this the deprivation of my sanity?

you never know exactly who you can trust until you're defied. but why does it have to go that far?